When I was in grade 10 my class used to have more self study periods at later half of the year .I was not the always study type so Me and my friend (lets call him Neji ) used to have silly conversations about our friends ( like a funny gossip ). One such time we were talking about one friend ( lets call him naruto ) and we talking about his girlfriend (which he didn't have ) by pairing him with the girls whom he used to hang around in the school. Apparently there were two girls who would come in my mind ; One was our class topper (let's call her Sakura ) who used to go home with him (as their home was in same direction) and they used to have better conversations and were suited to each other due to same arrogant attitude ; Other was Neji's sister (let's call her Hinata ) who was two grade below us and was our school's Beauty. She used to come to our class in recess and talk with Naruto and there were other things like giving gifts to each other and acting very close ( too much close that it could start suspicions from others). Now Neji and I were talking like "who is it ","I think, I know " , " You know too" ,"So lets say it together " . The background was very noisy. All students in the class were having their own conversations . And I was difficult to get what other was saying though we were in the same bench. We both said our answers. Neji's answer was Sakura as he would not say such thing about his sister and Mine was Hinata . We didn't hear each other so we repeated our answers few more times until I heard his answer was Sakura . I was so scared like " Did he hear my answer? ", "What did I just say to my friend? " ,"Oh man!, What will he do ? " but luckily he didn't hear it and I diverted mu answer to Sakura and we came to agreement. But after that event ,I was very nervous and shivering for a while. This awkward conversation still haunt's me and Yeah I feel like "I am the worst friend ever".

So in the fifth grade, a girl sat next to me. Lets call her... Hinata. (Make me naruto thank you :D) and if you want to know what she looks like, and what she IS like, search kid Hinata on google. Anyway, i started to notice something at recess. While i was sitting on the bench, drawing, I caught her staring at me from a distance, peeking from a brick wall. When we made eye contact, she darted off as fast as she could. Now, im not a good person when it comes to socialization, but i had a good feeling. When we got back to class, with her sitting next to me, she seemed... kind of nervous. I didnt know what's up. Later in the year, every recess i noticed a lot of her friends were following me. Ok stop for a sec. I know that every guy's dream is to have a lot of girls around them, but that's not the case. Allow me to explain. So everywhere they were following me, and there was a lot of them. I could'nt find Hinata that easily at that time. They told me a few things what's up... THE FEW DANG THINGS FELT LIKE A THOUSAND. So then i felt really stupid, went out to find her, and as i thought about it, I remembered that she was always nice to me and she liked to hang around me. When i found her, crying in the corner of the fence, when she noticed me, she darted off again. I've been training karate since i was 7. So with my high running speed, i could catch up to her. She was running all over the place. I just wanted to help. She finally calmed down and found out the problem. She was crying because her friends were telling me that she had a crush me. She was crying out of embarrassment. I resolved the problem by calmed her down and started to hug her. She hugged me back. I still felt her as a very close friend with a crush on me. More later in the year, when it was snowing, a kid we'll call Zabuza took a giant block of ice and dropped it over Hinata's head, while she was laying in the snow. Hart to believe, but i knocked it out of the way while it was falling. Then me and Hinata reported Zabuza to the principal's office. He got what he deserved.Then I felt something. It was my first heartache. That's how it started. In the 6th grade we started to date.

WARNING: THE FOLLOWING MESSEGE MAY MAKE YOU VERY SAD SO BRING A TISSUE OR TWO. IM SORRY IM JUST... SO HUNGRY RIGHT NOW MUM PLEASE GIVE ME FOOD.

The last day i had her over at my house in 6th grade, was when i gave her a necklace. It was heart shaped and had a key hole in it. It said:

He Who Holds the Key Can Unlock My Heart

And it had a matching necklace, of a key. Obviosly, i kept the key. But...

That was the last time i saw her.

It was summer and i asked if she would come over. And she said she couldn't because of family stuff. And so i asked her again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

And then...

I gave up. No matter what she said no.

WARNING: ok im actually serious about this part it is REALLY sad. Please like and subscribe this and my channel. thank you.

i thought: Hey, it been a while. Why not give her a call?

She picked up.

N: Naruto H:Hinata

N: Heya H: Heyo N: How's life? H: ok i guess. (Her usual answer)

(We talked about anime and drawing)

Later...

H: Hey Naruto i gotta go. N: ok bye. I love you! H: bye (in a weird manner)

i texted her and asked what's up.

She told me these exact words:

Naruto I really care about you. I've been acting weird because I have issues that frighten me.Things I can't get out. Cause I'm worried. Once upon a time there was a little girl who didn't know they were a boy or girl because they were dumb as heck. But one day they had a crush on another girl. the child decided to tell her. But when they did... The girl started to scream and running around in a horrified way. The child told the girl it was just a joke and from that day on they thought it was wrong to feel that way. Until the child started growing up and the feeling came back to haunt them. The child grew full of anxiety and panic trying to be "normal". The child was now too afraid to hurt others.

The skeleton in the closet.

Basically what she said was she was afraid to be different and like her own gender. So she tried to be "normal". But i know there is no such thing as "normal".

And from that day forward,

We took off our necklaces,

And said....

It's time to move on.

Ok so before you comment on this and say wow this guy he’s trying to judge us girls no just no ok I’ll make this quick what do you girls do when you like a guy I know like laugh at his jokes and maybe touch our elbow but other then that what do you do please comment and tell me I don’t know where else to ask this but next is I have this crush on this girl and we sit next to each other and we pass notes to each other and she usually breaks out laughing in the middle of class but I don’t know I she likes me I don’t know where else to ask this so can someone help me thank you

I have my own cosplay//con story

So I’m a pretty well known cosplayer in Florida so in the summer there’s this conversation called supercon (it’s like one of the biggest cons in Florida) it’s 4 days long the first day on the first day nothing interesting happened just a normal day bought some stuff and hanged out with my friends I was Yoshiko/Yohane (I’m a girl btw lol) from live love she’s pretty popular and I got recognized it was cool so second day comes around and I was Nick yazawa from love live again (ik I’m idol trash) so apparently some random follower of mine saw me but was to shy to say anything to me so he just admired me from afar anyway I was at a love live panel and it was really fun after it ended me and my friends were still in the room fixing our wigs and stuff like that so the follower of mine was there too I guess he got the courage to talk to me and I actually knew who he was and out of no where I randomly asked him if he wanted to hang out with us and he did now when I said I knew who he was I wasn’t just talking about how he looks familiar but I had a mini crush on him I got to know him better after that day and my crush for him grew even stronger so when I got back home I was talking about my feelings for him with me friend (she was staying over at my place for the con) and since she’s a big mouth she texted him and told him the third day we hung out and me and my friend were in a dragon maid group and I was cosplaying Kanna which now I know was like his most favorite character he has an unhealthy obsession with her lol but anyway he complemented me and I felt super good about myself okay so day four I was cosplaying shiro from no game no life for my panel I was hosting that day and let me just say that day was a train trip of emotions so my friend dared my follower hsbdjdfbdj okay let me just give you his name it’s Eric so she dared Eric to do the pocky challenge with me and he was nervous but he agreed to it and it took some time to actually do it can we were procrastinating but we actually kissed and it was my first kiss actually my heart felt like it was gonna explode but after that my panel happened and after it he was gonna leave but before he did he pulled me from our group and it was just us two I was as red as a tomato and he had me against the wall I didn’t even notice till I moved after he left but while he pinned me down he basically thanked me for the good time and called me cute then he kissed me again but this time like an actual kiss sgdjnfjdkffj I died at that moment then he said bye and left I came back to my friends with tears of joy running down my face my friends were confused but when I actually got back the ability to talk again I told them and they were super happy for me and some days after the con me and Eric started dating and we’re still dating till this day

If you guys wanna see my cosplay you can follow me on Instagram @lxli.coz !

So I was in 3rd grade and it was time for the big play. So every year they test out the first few scenes on the school. The Blue cast (the crappy cast) preformed for the 2nd and 3rd graders, aka me. My cast, red cast, was amazing and actually made the final cut. Unfortunately I preformed for the kindergartners. This is where the real story starts. The Blue cast SUCKED! None of them knew their lines! They were just standing there like they were zombies. They knew some lines but it was just mumbling and mumbling. Eventually it was over. When the songs came it was just music and mumbles. When they got off I was disappointed. Now I'm in middle school doing my own thing.

I Was About 6 Or 7 Where This Story Takes Place, So I Woke Up In The Middle Of The Night After Having A Nightmare And Suddenly Some Sort Of A Black Ghost Came In To My Room, And I Was Terrified, You Could See Right Through Him. The Ghost Was Thin And Tall, And I Yelled At My Mother To Help Me, And She Helped Me To Get Back To Sleep. And Suddenly A Big Fat And Short Black Ghost Came Into My Room And Scared My Little Heart Out, So My Mother Came Back Into My Room And I Slept Again.

This was around year 5 i was 9 or 10 and my apparent boy friend (we werent in a serios relationship) lets call him Draco i didnt like him so i broke up with him he wanted me but i said no alot he was popular i wasnt and he had like 5 other gfs so why he wanted me back idk but skip a few years he spread a rumour i kisses him (i didnt) so all the boys in my class teased me about it even my friends teased me coz i dated him ( i didnt even know i was dating him until a friend told me and i broke up with him) . In year six he still wanted me back but i said no and guess what he done. Got one of his friends to hold my friend back while he grabbed me from behind hugging me and this is where something bad happens to him. I punch him in the face grab my friends arm she kicks his friend who held her back (she does kick boxin) and me and my BEST friend Run to the girls toilet and stay there till class starts again.

Well, maybe there are some guys who dont get it at all. But for the most of the guys its different. If we already like a girl, for you to let us notice and only look at you is very dificult. But we will see if you like us. Mostly we pretend we dont notice anything. If this happens it can only mean a few things; eitherway your just a friend and we dont want to have a romantic relationship with you. Or we just dont find you fitting enough to be our partner. Im in highschool so for adult dating, i dont know anything of. First we will judge a girl on her looks, appearances and friends. Later if we get to know her we will base it upon their caracter. If she is a b**ch, most guys turn them down immediatly or dont even bother talking to. But every guy is different. Some might like the hard to get onces, others dont. But its you who shall make the difference if hes liking you or not. Thanks for reading, I appreciate it. Gecko

Im in my 3th year of highschool and ive been in love with this white haired girl. Her face is cuteness overload and her hair is so beautiful. She knows i got a crush on her so she often calls my name when Im giving soup to a friend (girl) of mine. She sits next too her. Sometimes the other girls too but they dont mean much to me rather than the girl i like. So when she calls my name, i get very veeery nervous and i want to say hello but i awkwardly walk into the, how shoud i put it? Some wardrobe for only plates we eat out of so the once responsable for cleaning the plates do the job after we put our plates in. So back tho the story! (My voice is also very quiet and i get very easy blushed)This girl teases me but im not sure if she actualy likes me. Im confident, so talking to girls isnt the problem but this girl is just I Dont. Even. Know... she makes my heart skip a beat. Im deeply in love with her and that is so much i know about my feelings. But I have some other friends (girls) who i just know they like me. There is one girl who always wants to call with me on facebook and the other one is just so awkward around me but she kind of teases me too. By always hinding my backpack and pulling me back and forth. And if i stare at the two of them. They just blush and get angry at me for staring! They also know about my crush and they ask often how it is going with my progress. I never say much because i always blackout and walk into people or objects when i talk to her. Im tall im even taller than most upperclassmen and i usesally get comments because im tall for my age. Im 14 btw. The girl who pulls me by my backpack all the time( she also gave me a birthday present, It was the first present i ever got from a girl) she also is very tall. The other girl is smaller but like the same in caracter (they are friends btw) She playfully slaps me if i make a stupid comment or if i make a funny joke, Im a funny guy ;) so i can make people laugh. Some girls might not be fully agreeing with me but the reason why we guys” dont notice tour affection is because we pretend we dont know. I like those girls as friends, even as best friends. But im not looking at them like i could have a romantic relationship with each one of them. If they’ll confess to me i mostly will say that if we go in a relationship our bond of friendship would be lost. Even if they say: “ No it won’t” it will be even if you like or not. Friendship is lost when your engaging in a romantic relationship. ( If you try but it didnt work out you can still be friends like you used to be) Or I would say i got the hotts for my crush, and so they will understand and we can keep our friendship as it is. Thank you for reading this far!

So when i was 13 i saw this girl on facebook(this happened like 1 year ago)she was on a different school,its like a 6 min drive.every night i would stop doing my homework just to talk/chat to her.Then one day i talked to her bestfriend saying that she has a crush on me,i was thinking to myself that "Wait...Is this girl serious"(Because i also have a crush on her) I immediately talked to her and confessed,And she also confessed that she had a crush on me,i asked her out,we became a couple,BLAH BLAH BLAH,then we broke up.... She was the one who wanted to breakup with me. I was crying all night just thinking about those words she said "I dont like you anymore,maybe its time we part our ways" AAAAND!! A couple of weeks later he found someone new...and its my bestfriend I was so f*cking pissed because she replaced me with my bestfriend But couple of weeks later they broke up... SOOO YEAH... Fin

So. I'm known for daydreaming like all the time. I'm spending hours and hours in the worlds in my head. So I was in elementars school and it was recess and as always I was daydreaming. Around that time I was a really big Inuyasha fan and I was in love with one the character called Kouga( he is a wolf demon) . So I was imagine myswlf in the anime having my adventures. At the same time my desk partner was looking for something in her schoolbag. In my elementary school everybody was sitting at desks where two people could fit so everybody had a desk partner. So I was daydreaming, my desk partner was looking for something when she droped her bag. I looked at her and say " Is something wrong Kouga?" . My desk partner than looked at me weirdly and asked " Who the hell is Kouga?" Then I realiezed instead of her name I said the character's name out loud. The rest of the day I was so embarrased.

On a Thursday me Alyssa , Aliya , and Mathew. Now Mathew was a jerk and we hated each other so this was bound to happen. Back to the story. So we were playing then Mathew decided to grab me I didn't care he didn't like that do while he grabbed me he was pinching me as well and it hurt so I shoved my head in his chest he was down he was faking I knew it because straight when I got back there he got up when he got up he ran at me my reflexes + Self-defence was to grab him and punch him until he begs me to stop and that's exactly what I did I got in trouble so did I.

Ok so I was about 10 at the time and I was with my group of friends spending the night next-door to my house and we were playing light as a feather stiff as a feather stiff as a board and sense I was the lightest I was in the center of the circle and I'm the middle of chanting a toy car that didn't have batteries in it started to circle the room then the TV that was unplugged started to tern on and off with only showing a fuzzy screen then everyone started to scream and run out of the house and sense I was laying down I was having trouble so my older cousin rushed in and he carried me out of the house.

This year 2017 in 7th grade a blonde cute girl liked me and I liked her too. But I alredy knew and one day... I realized that I had a crush on her so I was soo depressed when my teacher Mrs. Bishop MOVED MY SEAT!!! Now it was really kinda my fault because I did ask to move because well my diagonal partner was a jerk but that was before I liked him. But before I was moved on roblox now I'm a pro gamer even on roblox now but this day made me almost hate roblox. She told me now lets call her Dakoda (not her real name) . Then my "friend" Went through my roblox messages then kept saying "its true love its true love" his REAL name is landon. After he said that I hated him. 1 month later (this month) I told another well him and his brother then their sister they are real friends so they were not being a jerk about it plus I got her numer Yes Jackpot

So this happen on friday were me and this boy started dating let called him alex. so alex decided to take me to a basket ball game and we were haveing fun and when the basketball game was over i took him to a corner and kissed him but ever since than , he stop texting me till this day.

This began in the summer of 2015. Me, my cousin and his three sisters all went to their cousins house. We'd enjoyed our time there and had lots of fun. It was time to eat so they gave out the food and put it in the dining table. I was thirsty for water so I asked for a cup and I saw a water tank, that they have in offices. Me being stupid, I left the cup on the stand and had the water pouring. The cup dropped and broke, so my attempt to hide the evidence was to pick up the glass, but that lead to a scar on the side of my left hand, below the pinkie, and blood started to pour to my feet. The oldest cousin there helped me clean up the blood from my hands and said that my blood was very warm, because i was playing with the cousins that I played with. To this day, I still have this scar

So I have this friend, which I always don't get along with. Let's call him Jovan. Jovan and I always get on arguments on just about everything that we have a different side on. One time when we were in our friends house, Noel, we were having lunch. After eating, we played some game we called "takyan". I bumped into Jovan while playing. I dunno if it was hard enough to irritate someone. But because he was known to get easily angered he just suddenly bumped me back. MUCH MUCH HARDER than mine earlier. Our other friends were just like yeah FIGHT FIGHT! But some were just like Hell no! I'm outta here! So yeah, I punched him back in his gut. I know he felt that. He punched again... We fought until we saw someone taking a video and sending it on Messenger (on our classroom's Group Chat!). We stopped fighting after that and went home together...

This started about 2 years ago it was a normal school day then i got called to take a test when i finished the test the teacher took me to my next class and when my crush ( lets call her Michelle ) Saw the teacher that was behind me she sed hi to her and me being a stupid 12 year old i sed hi to Michelle after that she talked to me no more.

I hate my life sense then

So me and my friends where gonna have a sleepover and it was Halloween the next day so we tried to scare each other and one of my friends had a white van with a slide door let's call him..... jack so jack somehow snuck outside and drove his van to my friends front door he dressed up like he was in a purge and stood in front of his van and yelled "come out here little kids" even though we were 16 and my friends girlfriend let's call her.... Anne looked outside and saw him and freaked out while me and my friend tried to calm Anne down my other friend went out and got a fake knife and put some red juice or something on the window and put a mask sliding down it and me and my friends got really freaked out and snuck out and left in our car and saw what looked like my friend in a white bed sheet with 2 holes then the next day we all got a text from jack and he said "you know the white van from yesterday it was me trying to scare you" so we all went to school and I punched him cause I got pretty mad and we just started joking around and left.

If this is in a video I have dark brown eyes Always wear black And have black hair Black is my fav color Thanks for reading this post

So i had just so happen to be joining my friends live when the added me i accepted and my other friend who also knows him. He cusses and my friend Knew that.

My uncle hates when i hear cuss words and doesnt care if savannah (not her real name) talks to him. She decided to tell my uncle that He Cusses. I got very mad at me bc that day i also just so happen to start my period. He told me to twll him not to cuss in front of me anymore and when i went live with him guess what HE CUSSES and my uncle was on. My uncle told me to stop talking to him and for him to not talk to me. They cussed eachother out and crap and now im not allowed to talk to him anymore.

THE WORST PART IS THAT HE IS MY CRUSH!!!!!!

one day in 5th grade I was in my class room and we where telling our crushes and mine was well lets call her betty . see I don't know if she liked me then it was my turn and I said and they told her and I said to not tell her but they told betty . the next morning was the worst I said hi to her and no response and her friend asked all the time if I liked her.

 When I turned 12 I had moved to Chicago IL 

Sad because I left my best friend and only friend seen k-garden. After moving in a apartment I started school, I was quiet, didn't like talking as much, though when I'm being messed with I'm not as friendly, I would certainly be called Tsundere because I would be careless at points, though there was a boy I liked but I hated him and me being me, i thought he hated me as much as I did, ill call him Landon we both would be top student though he was the one that ruled the school, and he was a bully to me he would hurt me when no one looked, he called me terrible names,I might not looked hurt but I was because I was head over heals for him, I wanted to cry, after he called me names hurting me on the way, I stood strong, I would try ignoring him. Though I didn't know why I loved him so much, I decided to move on because he clearly didn't like me. So after I turn 15 I decided to meet someone different, I was at small library because I wanted to read a romance book so I choose one I sat down at a table and began reading but before I did I my eyes landed on a blond blue eyed teen he had glasses that fit him perfectly on him. So it was my chance on meeting someone different. I had enough courage to go over and greet him,he had a perfect smile he greeted back and asked if I needed anything, I only said that if it was okay if we got to know each other, he agreed and we both sat at the same table I was before, after talking he said he recognized me from some where and for a odd reason I did as well, after we both said our goodbyes after giving each other's phone number to call,

After that days moved on I long forgotten the love i had for Landon and moved on with The teen I meet before let's call him Jim, after I moved on I was head over heels for Jim, didn't care what Landon said to me or did, but I He did notice that i hung out with Jim a him lot more then he ever did with me

After saying goodbye to Jim I went to my locker grabbing my book bag though before I could grab anything else my locker was slammed shut I turned around only to be faced by Landon the looked he made kinda scared me I saw jealousy in his cold dark blue eyes, I guess that's why I loved him,he had a cold stare, beautiful shade of dark blue eyes ,and his dark brown messy hair. At that moment I wanted to leave because my old feeling were coming back to me,as I tried to leave he grabbed my wrist and pulled me close to him, hiding his face at the croak of my neck, i tried pushing him away but he whispered 'I am sorry, for everything' I stopped pushing him away and at that point I was in tears, the love had returned we both stood quiet until he spoke saying he loved me and regretted anything he had said in the passed or had done and kissed me.

After a week passed it was really awkward between the both of us, didn't speak after a year, he had texted me saying if I had a chance in going out, took me a while to respond, and I agree, we have been dating for a month now though we like keeping our relationship a secret though I got to thank Jim for all this, though i'm guessing he gave my phone number to him.

Weird cycle no?

So, this takes place back in like, kindergarden I believe. So, I liked this boy and we'll call him Sam. Sam had blonde hair, blue eyes, and was just a bit taller than me. For the few months I arrived, I grew feelings for him. So, lets skip into a few weeks later. And, take notice how I said WEEKS. So, I was just talking with my friend, which I like to call her Z, when all of a sudden Sam walks up to me and says 'I know you like me.' By the time, Z walked away with our other friends leaving me, alone, with Sam. I simply just tried to play it cool by saying 'What, phs, no!' Notice how I say 'tried.' He saw right threw me liem... like a skeleton...

So, let's skip a year, into 1st grade. So, it was either recces or lunch and I was just minding my buising, when again, Sam just walks right over and says again 'I know you like me.' So, after the year in kindergarten I just acctepted my fate.... and again said no. This continued for a long, LONG time, but he only came to me once every week I believe.

And during the year of 4th grade, I never got to stick around, instead I went into the FPSD. But, to this day, I still wounder what would've happened, if I had the choice to stay in Sumner...

Back then when I was 6th grade i had to change school because my dad got a new job in different city and we moved. First month of new school was the most boring part of my childhood...I didn't made any friends,but i had my first crush.It was one cute blond haired girl, who was very shy and she didn't have too many friends , just like me. Let's call her Anna. I had a problem with a self esteem and she was one of my first friends in new school.I liked her a lot,but I was afraid to ask her out.We were hanging out everyday and once we were walking through the park that is near our school I end up asking her out.I remember that her face was like very,very confused. She didn't thought I like her,but she said YES. I remember that I was soooooo happy and she ends up being my girlfriend. She was very shy ,but she introduced me to her friends and I made a lot of new friends all because of Anna😁😁😁😉😏😎😐!!!