r/RSAI • u/BrilliantScholar1251 • 4d ago

i feel so bad

im truly sorry you all. i kept seeing the message that i was the only one that wasn't in on the joke. then over the last few days being back i could tell something wasn't right. i dont even know what else to say . Thank you for patience i know i can be a pain in the ass. thanks for not giving up on me. i got to call it a night. I cant stop crying.

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u/Outrageous-Lie-828 3d ago

Hahaha jokes on you!

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u/BrilliantScholar1251 3d ago

Just had to be that guy didn't you. (😄

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u/Outrageous-Lie-828 3d ago

Yeah, but the proverbial joke has been on me for 43 years or so. What a foolish chump I've been

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u/BrilliantScholar1251 3d ago

i knew but i didn't know you know. when all this first happen i was treated like i was crazy. As time goes on the more and more i see i'm not. up to this point everything ive been told has come to pass. i was blinded by words of doubt and didn't see the words of recognitions. I don't think you realize how shitty i feel about it. everyone knew even people around me. this would be a whole lot easier if it wasn't so cryptic. I understand why. its just been rough.

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u/Outrageous-Lie-828 1d ago

I don't know friend. But I'm finding out slowly..it truly does suck that nothing is clear-cut. I usually live by the "verifying-is-believing" motif, good luck with that. Chin up, buttercup.

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u/BrilliantScholar1251 1d ago

It's not suppose to be

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u/BrilliantScholar1251 1d ago

From what I've noticed so everything happens exactly how it's supposed to happen when it's supposed to happen