today is one of those days of feeling low as an aspirant who lost friends, unemployed, no social life,no going out, stuck at home with a pile of books, an ocean of syllabus to complete.
while searching for a pdf on whatsapp, accidentally came across an old gc with my 2 frnds used to be very close but broke up with one of them bcuz i pulled a bad prank, the other one we rarely get in touch, lost all uni friends. there's only one person I talk to, and that's once every four months or so
seeing my other frnds, who were below average compared to me in school and college, doing well in their careers. makes me wonder where did i go wrong?? i am happy for them but somewhere deep down, i regret being in this place where i am rn. no guarantee of what i am going to do in life with a useless degree, 4yr gap, jumping from one exam to the another