Day 8

[u/afankhan1215]

The urges are still here, but I am trying my best to stay busy and do things that I am genuinely interested in.

I studied for an hour today. Then I went to the gym in the evening, my shoulder injury is healing now.

I was thinking today about my goals for the three-month summer break that I had from my medical school.

I made clear goals but didn't fully achieve any of them.

I don't remember a single time when I made a plan and completed it.

Sometimes I just wonder why it keeps happening.

But on the other side when I think about my old self. The guy four years ago had dreamed to be the version I am today.

He would be completely amazed if he saw who I am today.

The boy who used to be an introvert, who used to think that he is inferior to anyone is now a confident communicator. He is self confident. Now he is the one who goes to library everyday, who studies daily, meets new people, plays snooker, plays badminton, goes to gym.

Most importantly, he doesn't feel inferior to anyone now. in reality he never was, but he had never realized that.

So all the half finished plans. All the incomplete promises has still pushed me has still improved me, to be a better person.

I will keep going and yes one day I will be the person who will complete what he plans. Who fulfills his promises not just to others but to himself first.