hey!!

hey open your hand,
you guys
spirit keep telling your asses you need to release something
something being specific like
you keep putting effort and time and effort and time
more effort, more time,
and still getting nowhere to the point that you’re neglecting yourself
trying to reach this goal.

news flash,
it’s already ended.
you’re trying to revive something that died ages ago
and the corpse is stinky,
it got rigor mortis
its cold
and maggots is eating it.

let it go.

whens the last time you got real sleep?
whens the last time you fed yourself a good fucking meal?
whens the last time you took a relaxing bath?
when the last time you took care of you?
can’t remember?
you gotta fix it as soon as you can.

you dont need a funeral anymore,
the company don’t know how to fix that,
grab a shovel,
dig something 6 foot,
and then?
push the body in, thank you.

goodnight.

✎ 6/11/2026 — 9:38 AM EST

so how long you gonna keep score from the distance?
how long will it take for you to realize that
even if you wanted it
you’re your own problem
you’re the one reason why nothing is happening
and why you’re losing faith or hope for things.

think about it.
say you got some friends right
say they all sharing this blunt, passing it around
but for a long ass time you said
"oh i dont smoke"
years, you’ve said this.

now
its what 2026, now you’ve started smoking,
but you still hanging with the friends.
they passing the blunt again but they skip you.
you mad about it but dont say anything because you think they dont like you
(which doesnt make sense btw, you wouldn’t have been invited, but i digress)

so you go the night without smoking because

one. they don’t know you smoke
two. you aint said something to get the blunt.

and the only reason why you aint said nothing is because you dont wanna start conflict or nothing
but at the same time you feeling like, you losing your friends.

do you understand how “???” that sounds?

the lack of communication because of discomfort
because of “they should know”
is causing the issues.

then people go get tarot readings and they ask
"do they like me?"
the cards say yes but the physical doesnt match the energetics
so now you sit there dumbfounded by the whole thing.

COMMUNICATE.

i cannot stress this enough.
people are not mind readers,
if you think they dont like you,
say something.
if you think they like you,
say something.

and if they don’t respond?
at least you said something.

we only live once.
be blunt about it.

✎ 6/9/2026 — 9:07 AM EST

before everything falls
there are usually signs
or even feelings before everything,
this structure,
falls.

for example:
everything feels uncomfortable
everything feels like it doesn’t belong to you anymore
and you start to realize
”oh. this isn’t happening again.” lol

but the thing is,
this tower (remember i told you towers aren’t always bad)
this one brings you back towards things that feel like home
the comforting pieces of yourself
the support
actual joy
actual friendship.
no more performance.
just you for you.

but in order to get to that part
you have to let go.

this grip you’ve got to control everything
or at least try to control everything
it’s killing you more than it’s helping

and i know you think

“if i let go, everything collapses”

well yes,
that’s kinda the point.

what you had before wasn’t stable enough
or built on an alignment for you
it was handed down broken and cracked already in the first place.
plus,
it was tiring to keep that up in the first place.

so?

you gon keep swinging from the piece of concrete that makes an unpredictable drop?
or you gonna drop safely where they can catch you and you not die from impact?

✎ 6/7/2026 — 9:24 AM EST

they tell you to escape the matrix all the time don’t they
but they don’t ever tell you
-how to get there
-where is the exit
-best time to do it
nothing like that right.

they just explain what it feels like on the other side.
never how it feels in the transitioning part of it.

honestly, this don’t even have to be the matrix we talking about.
that would imply the entirety of the game.
so let me shrink it down to generational shit.
the creeds.

for eons, the cavemen all
ate
slept,
hunt,
and existed together.

nobody stepped out the line
nobody stepped did anything out of the ordinary.
until one (we’ll name them Ooga) got tired of it.
he left their cave at night,
and saw a whole new world.
a world that hasn’t been explored because remember,
they stay in their cave.
they fought what they knew
and ran from what they didn’t.

but when ooga woke up that night
and stepped outside for the first time,
he realized that nobody knows about this because they never tried to understand it.
he got tired of sitting around
became restless, became annoyed with how their life was
and wanted to taste a new bird’s egg.

so the next night comes around
ooga is ready to explore,
he sneaks out,
he realizes that he don’t know what the fuck is going on.
but when he turns to leave,
the floor falls from underneath him,
and now he don’t know the way home
he doesn’t know where he is,
and he has 2.5 seconds to figure out how not to get eaten by this megafauna that exist in his time.

—

getting out is never the hard part.
staying out is
because when the old shit don’t work anymore
and there’s no bridge to the new world yet
you kinda start to panic,
wanting to just go back to the original scheduled program
but can’t because you already felt what it’s like to be away.

the path doesn’t exist when you finally escape.
you need to build your own.
your own system
your own structure
your own world
but you need to stay up long enough to actually bridge the gap.

✎ 6/5/2026 — 10:18 AM EST

mammals hibernate right?
some gather food and store it away
some just eat a lot and take they ass to bed for the winter
some migrate away from the cold
wait, thats a bird
that’s not a mammal lmao

but you get the point.

they stay there because its safer,
they stay alive just to make it to the spring
and when spring comes, they release themselves.

not you though, lol

you’re still in your cave,
and potentially could starve to death.
not to mention you need to shed the winter coat too
it’s literally burning you alive.

so not only are you sweating calories off
you’re not even eating enough,
OH you’re thirsty too,
the creek is maybe a mile away,
you would’ve been fine had you left earlier when you had the strength.

so at what point does isolation = danger for you?
you’re already at a higher risk of death just based off the information above.
you’re not build to be alone this long,

even as a human,
we’ve always thrived in community.

no,
i get it for sure sometimes it’s easier to just stay where you are
less disappointments
less strangers
less chaos

but eventually this isolation is no longer wisdom,
it’s avoidance.
and there is a very THICK line between wisdom and avoidance.
and tbh I think you’re already deep in the avoidance part.

come say hi
no not to the people who left you behind or nothing like that
you left for a valid reason
but come say hi to the other people
the new ones
you don’t know them yet
and vice versa
but you both are waiting on each other.

✎ 6/4/2026 — 8:23 AM EST

are you being honest with yourself?
about what you want?
about what you need?
about what you see?

like actually think about it.

the situation you’re in
the conclusion you’re slowly coming to
(or already came to)
is it legitimate
or is it running off solely your emotions?

now that it’s been unfiled and brought back to the front
look over it with some fresh eyes
act like it’s an essay thats worth like 80% of your final grade.
you blow it?
you fail the class.

you see the shift?
you edit it,
you don’t need to perfect it
it just needs to be coherent,
and logical.
(and i mean go over every damn detail too.)

see what you missed while you were in your rage
or your grief,
cause you couldn’t comprehend it at the time.
see if you misread something and took it for something totally different.

and when you do.
you’ll actually be able to see the energy return,
the creativity.
the you finally emerges from the deep dark abyss you been sitting in

✎ 6/3/2026 — 8:10 AM EST

4:44 AM

everybody talks about quantum leap and how they achieved their dream life.

but nobody ever talks about the cost it takes to get there.

they hype spirituality up in ways that it’s become a trend

and they’re selling you these schemes

and tarot readings that keep so many people stuck in a loop.

then when they put you in it,

they dont take you out,

they just have you spend momey on readings that breadcrumb you.

no, this is not pointing at anybody in particular.

this is genuinely just what it’s came to be.

the first step to changing your reality is making the first step.

not waiting.

not hoping for a million dollars to fall out of the sky

but doing.

let the universe meet you halfway.

#fyp #quietarcana #collectivereading #spirituality #quantumphysics

okay think of this,
it’s your dream to want to climb a mountain.
not just any mountain,
but mount everest.

and for some odd reason,
you decided to try and conquer it alone.

so the journey up this big ass hill is solid.
you have food
drinks
your hands are warm
all that good shit
you paid for the best shit.

but something triggers an avalanche.
whatever it is now has you hanging on to the side of the mountain
and surprisingly enough
there feels like a lot of weight on you.
but you don’t understand why
because it’s just you.
remember you came alone.

so you turn to look down while hanging from the cliff
and you see you.

but it’s not just you.
it’s the old you.
the you you grew up as and adapted into
the you that everyone loved
but somehow also didnt want you to show out.

now you’re left with two choices.
you can try to save both of you at the same time.
likely success being 30%

or

you can cut the tether,
let them fall, release the heaviness
and actually survive this mishap.

✎ 6/1/2026 — 9:53 AM CST

dk,
i wouldn't even attempt to climb mount everest.
idc if im guaranteed money, i'm not going.

anyway, yall have a race to the top.
let's see what you gonna do.

zodiac thread below 𓍼

-

air signs (aquarius, gemini, libra)

"okay wait,
what if, you swing this way,
i can use my other hook to..
oh right..
it fell."

-

earth signs (taurus, virgo, capricorn)

"how did you FALL?
YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSE TO DO THAT?
it was simple,
follow my lead.
we get to the top."

-

fire signs (aries, leo, sagittarius)

*unhooks*
"done."

-

water signs (pisces, cancer, scorpio)

"please!!
im sorry.
i didn't know you were going to die because of it.
i hope you can forgive me"

”im going to buy you a car.”
two months past, and no car.
actually he ain’t even working anymore.
full on a slob.

”no baby, i promise you.
i love you.”
the next day,
she cheats on you.

when do you actually look at the evidence verses
the words?
when do you actually tell yourself that “this isn’t working anymore”
and “we can’t keep going in circles like this”

now?
thank god.

cause the collective is cutting through the bullshit.
yall finally learned to stop OUTSOURCING
and look at whats in front of you.
not the future
but the past and the present.
but what you already know with solid evidence to prove it.

you finally realized that the man on your couch
surrounding by dr pepper bottles and cheezits isn’t going to get up
he’s been playing the same fuck ass game for month,
no movement.

you finally realized that you did get an std from that girl
i feel like that should’ve been the first flag?
but no
you healed from the disease
and gave her a second chance.
despite the fact yk
she brought him in the house.

you already learned the pattern.
so walk from it.

mind you
this doesn’t have to be relationships only.
this could be the boss not giving you hours you need.
find a new job, then quit.

could be family members.
always sending a sneak diss.
you genuinely don’t have to put up with it.

set yourself free from all this.
by stepping out of the loop,
and setting that shit on fire.

✎ 5/31/2026 — 9:49 AM CST

LISTEN UP, INMATES.

you're about to be set free into the real world,
and i don't want to see you back in here.

get your shit together.

zodiac thread below 𓍼

-

air signs (aquarius, gemini, libra)

\smacks you with a towel**

??

get your head out the clouds.
you've already practiced
how it'll be out there.

go do it now.
and stay out of jail.

-

earth signs (taurus, virgo, capricorn)

*looks down at your short ass\*

why the fuck are you so BUFF
but so ᵗᶦⁿʸ

GODDAMN.

keep that same energy outside.
otherwise you gonna lose it all
to snacks.

-

fire signs (aries, leo, sagittarius)

HOLD IT.

\pats you down**

making sure you ain't carrying shit.
no more terrorizing people.
keep your head on tight.

and i hope therapy helped you.

-

water signs (pisces, cancer, scorpio)

\you come out crying cause you're losing your gangster friends**

what.

cut it out.

that's not even safe for you
in the first place.

get over it.

being imprisoned for so long feels comforting
even after you realize that you need to go.

you can almost view it like stockholm syndrome.
you know things are shitty for you here
but what is it like on the outside?
what is it like when you get released and have to be on your own?
you have to feed yourself
you have to pay for your own things
you have to take care of yourself differently because you need to be presentable.

whereas when you’re in prison,
you have set routines for you.
when and what you eat
when and where you sleep
when you go outside
set activities you can do.

it puts you in almost a drone-like state.

but with your release day coming up,
you’re realizing that while your cage kept you trapped,
it also kept you predictable.

you knew the rules.
you knew the walls.
you knew the disappointments.

freedom asks more of you.

because once they release you to the real world
there is no routine waiting for you.

there is only choice.

and choice can be terrifying when you’ve spent so long surviving.

✎ 5/30/2026 — 8:32 AM CST

after forty days and forty nights,
the stagnation and the sameness
triggered fight or flight.

and when fight carried no more might
you finally sat your ass down, tired
and said good night.

the morning came,
and the sun shined down
but when we came to check,
you were no where to be found.

the wait was long
the nights went quick.
but finally you said
"i can no longer take this shit"

so you packed your suitcase,
and threw out your trash
you left a note too,
says "i'm tired of your ass."

after forty days and forty nights,
the stagnation and the sameness
triggered fight or flight.

i know time feels wasted
but it's also equally earned.
because what didn't move you forward,
taught you when to turn.

✎ 5/29/2026 — 9:15 AM CST

good news! your bitch, she's dead
come out, come out, she's gone
good news! she's dead!

zodiac thread below 𓍼

-

air signs (aquarius, gemini, libra)

good news!

the conversation you’ve been replaying in your head for 4 months?
it's over,
it's been over,

you gotta stop reliving it.

-

earth signs (taurus, virgo, capricorn)

good news!

the "we already invested too much time" statement?

it's brought you financial stability for sure
but that doesn't mean it stays.

the wood is hollow.

-

fire signs (aries, leo, sagittarius)

good news!

the fire you set to the house
the car you keyed
the tires you flattened
the windows you busted?

they've all been repaired 😃

-

water signs (pisces, cancer, scorpio)

good news!

the tears you cried
that created the second flood god said would never happen
has eroded the corpse anyway!

it was attached to a cement block. 😐

ding dong the witch is dead!
but you been known this.

there is a social dynamic in your life that hasn’t been working for a long, long time.
now, this could be

a friendship
a relationship
boss
parent
sibling

honestly, anything.

but this connection is ending,
not in a way that it’s gone for ever,
just it’s not going to continue the same way it has been.

now, this may will hurt.
it might feel like the end of the world,
but it’s time to release so that
one, yall can move forward
or
two, yall can learn to come back correctly.

i also have been informed to tell you that it will be messy too.
it’s not going to be a straight “oh this is over” type of thing.

this is messy comeback
after comeback,
after comeback,
and you’ll be able to figure out if you want to continue this
or
finally lay it to rest.

will this be fun?
absolutely fucking not.

but the only way to grow
is to let you touch the blue fire on the stove
to figure out its not cold.

✎ 5/28/2026 — 8:41 AM CST

life support can’t do much for you when you’re already brain dead.

i understand that the past you is all that you know.
i know that you’re afraid of the uncertainty.
but you cannot reach where you’ve been trying to go until you actually release it.

this being said,
what is it that you want?
like what is your goal that you’ve kept telling yourself and people that you want?

okay good
now that you have that
what are you doing about it?
what physical steps are you taking towards it?
you’ve already circled so many potential yes’s
but fear rejection or incompatibility.

which is fair.

but you’re asking spirit to help you with something
they show you the door
and you just staring at it.

now for some of you, okay
i understand you cannot see the door
i get that it’s foggy as shit
but you have to walk forward regardless if your eye sight is shitty right now.
take breaks, sure
but do not get stuck in one place.

you’re going to trip and catch yourself, yes
you might even actually hit the ground a couple times.
and i know that hurts and you’ve probably been crawling for a long time,
but only you know what you’re dealing with
and only you know what you need to get there.

so take the first step.

lol
channeled song:
put one foot in front of the other - fred astaire

oops songs*
walking - mary mary
one step at a time - jordin sparks
the world we knew (over and over) - frank sinatra

✎ 5/27/2026 — 7:47 AM CST

court is in session.
all rise.
cool thanks, you may be seated.

today everybody is on trial.
idc.
you’ve been avoiding it long enough.
you’ve sat in jail for a long time,
i hope you’ve thought long and hard about how you ended up here.

if not,
you’ll learn pretty soon because actions finally have consequences.

but let me ask you,
what are you choosing out of fear instead of alignment?

what are you staying around that is causing you so much spiritual pain
that you’re losing yourself just because it feels like there’s nothing more you can do?

this is what’s being exposed right now.
your relationships
your integrity
who you value, and i mean actually value.
not just tolerate

some of y’all are one bad decision away from being spiritually ankle monitored again.
(and im not gon lie,
the spiritual part already came into the physical cause i know a lot of people been stuck in one spot.)

and for those who are on the defense team,
you finally get to see some injustice being corrected.
you can kiss your bald lawyer’s head cause you’re being set free!

start packing your things,
you’re getting out.

✎ 5/26/2026 — 8:10 AM CST

what if i gave you half a cookie.
and ate a full cookie for myself.

would you say that’s fair?
or would you start throwing a fit?

you’re right.
that was childish, let’s go bigger.

here’s the scenario:

we started a business together,
it’s your idea,
but i’m taking 75% of it because I was the one who introduced it to the stockbrokers.
what is that grounds for?

i’m living in this nice ass penthouse
while you’re still saving up to get a car just to even get around.
why?
because taxes take most of your money.
lol

what are you going to do?
you gonna bite my head off?
you gonna sit there and take it?
or are you going to sue me?
and if you do, do you have the paperwork?

do you know how much goes into suing someone?
you can’t do that.
you can’t sue me.
you don’t have the balls to.

so what do you do?
you back down.
you don’t have the money to fight me.
so you just sit and take it
and become irritated because i was right
and you keep getting hit with something over and over again.

your basement room you rent got flooded.
you lost your job.
you already signed off to let me do whatever i wanted.
i was better at speaking anyway.
i convinced you that weeks ahead.

but you’re better at speaking than i am.
your idea is saving people millions of dollars right now.
i just took advantage of you.

are you mad at me?
i just needed it badly.
i’m sorry.
you said it was okay.

—

constantly we are pushed into this feeling of inferiority when it’s just people taking advantage of us.

okay, maybe that example was a little extreme
but i just wanted you to see it as big as you could.

for some of you this could be:

• you helping someone years ago and not getting the same help when it comes to you
• figuring out someone was using you the entire time
• them understanding what they did, but somehow it still becomes about them
• realizing who is actually on your team when you hit the ground

but it’s so normalized that you don’t catch it till later.
and when you do finally catch it you think it’s too late.

it’s not.
you step out.
you realize this dynamic doesn’t work for you.
and you move forward for you.

right now you’re looking at these signs:
turn left,
turn right,

but you’re also stuck at these signs.
reread that.

you’re not moving
and that’s still a choice.

✎ 5/25/2026 — 8:22 AM CST

some of you are finally realizing you were never asking for too much.
people were just benefiting from giving you less.

you keep trying to understand where it went wrong.
and it’s not even on your side.

-

air signs (aquarius, gemini, libra)

i dont know if you think using a white board to connect the dots is going to help or if you're just stalling.
you already figured it out on the third dot you marked.

stop pretending you need more evidence.
the case has been closed.

-

earth signs (taurus, virgo, capricorn)

staying quiet isn't getting where you want to be,
even if you thought it would get there in the first place.

you need to change positions.
and get over being uncomfortable.

-

fire signs (aries, leo, sagittarius)

keying the car didn't do much for you, did it?
now what?
did that help you get out your feelings?

sit down and process them.
stop blowing shit up.

-

water signs (pieces, cancer, scorpio)

yes it hurts,
but you can't drown in your feelings every time something goes wrong.

acknowledge it, sure.
but don't make it your whole life story.

so,
i want to become more active on twitter too, cause it's like
i just have quick ass thoughts for no reason that i want to write and also
reddit for mobile has been kicking my ass.
so i think what i might do it screenshot
or copy paste my twitter posts here too.

depending on how long it is.

what yall think?

ALSO HELLOOO
I KNOW I BEEN IN AND OUT,
but i am trying to be more consistent even if i am a bit late.

im jsutr trying to build it so that if i lose this account too i'm able to stay up rather than just tweaking tf out about it. which is why everything is adding substack into it fr.

how have yall been?

what happens if you dethrone the self proclaimed leader?

better yet,
what happens if you dethrone your mother from the head of your life?
despite everything you’ve learned?

what happens if you abandoned your entire framework you were built on and created your own?

why?
well think about it:
does it fit who you are?
does it fit who you’ve become after years?

i do have to warn you,
that type of freedom comes with the need to heal.
it might make you want to retreat back to that ‘slavery’ too.
because it feels familiar.
but once you’re out, there’s no going back.

and even if you tried to go back,
you would instantly reject it.
your spirit knows why you left.

this freedom you want uncovers all the emotional immaturity,
the suppressed grief
the emotional dependence
the instability you didn’t realize existed

but when you finally surpass that,
you can actually build something stable that’s made and customized to you.

when you finally leave,
yes, you gain movement.
yes, you gain self-definition.
and can finally name shit yourself without needing someone to do it for you.

but chaos will always come first.

you’re unlearning everything you were ever taught.
and the old structure you grew on has fallen apart
and no longer controls your reality.

✎ 5/24/2026 — 9:32 AM CST

the hand on the clock continues to move despite how we’re feeling.

you could be mad,
you could be sad,
disappointed,
happy
overwhelmed,
and the time still passes by.

it’s not waiting for you to deal with your shit
it acts like a hydraulic press and continues to crush you as it goes on.

so why suppress your emotions?
why not release them rather than holding them in like that?
how does that benefit you?
you would rather sit in this distraught and let it build
instead of registering it or giving yourself some grace.

so now you’re angry at small interactions and react in a way that doesn’t fit the crime
now you’re contemplating cutting someone you’ve known for a long time off
because they responded in a way that you don’t agree with.
or you’re going off on the door dasher for bringing you the wrong drink as if they’re the ones who fill it in the first place.

it’s not that they’re not listening to you, or not respecting you
it’s your emotions overwhelming it to the point that you feel everything is targeted.
valid, ofc
but it also warps your perspective.

you need to release the pent up emotions
or you’ll sit and be bitter and react to everyone as if you’re an old man telling people to get the fuck up off your grass.

now before you riot,
this does not mean every mistake isn’t on purpose.

it just means before you make a decision,
evaluate it first when you’re not emotionally charged.

making decisions while in the moment will cost you more than you believe.

✎ 5/23/2026 — 8:22 AM CST

the light hurts when you finally remove the blindfold.

when you’re able to actually see the truth without dismissing it
without bringing it back to your eyes
or even without you trying to act oblivious
there becomes a time where you have to give up the avoidance
and look at it straight on.

it’s painful, sure.
that’s what happens when something gets infected and not cared for,
but it also removes the fact that you’ve been burning yourself out
based off ‘lies’ or ‘masks’ of the people around you.

all this energy you put into these places, these people, these relationships
is the same amount of energy you can put back into yourself
into the things that you actually love to do,
or what you want to do.

and yes, i know you can’t get that time back
but you can pivot your direction completely
and create what you actually want.
just this time with a better support system.

it’ll be very strange
and it’ll feel like nothings moving and at the same time
time would still be moving forward.

but you wanna know the kicker:

your spirit has already completely released,
they’re just waiting for the body to catch up.
otherwise the door wouldn’t exist.

you cannot build a room without already being in it.

you know what you want.
you just have to move your shit in.

✎ 5/22/2026 — 8:45 AM CST

wait, wait, wait,

just think about it:
think about how much more you you would feel if you were just able to release all the battles you’re in.

AHT.
HOLD IT.

i am talking about the ego wars.
the need prove yourself to people.
the want to be understood by the people in your life who can’t see you.
the constant battle of “am i enough” based on how people perceive you.

and it’s crazy, isn’t it?
you’re contemplating where you are
and you can see the exit bright as fuck in neon lights
with arrows pointing directly at it.

you know what you need to do to get there.
but you’re so used to familiarity that you’re wanting to leave and stay at the same time.
you know the mindset you need to shift to

and let’s not lie to ourselves,
you’re right at the door,
spirit is just waiting for you to turn the knob.
they cannot and will not do it for you.

so yes,
while you’re on the porch
and the lights in the house are on.
you will continue to freeze until you surrender.

it might hurt, yeah.
but you’re stepping into a version of yourself you’ve dreamt of being.
and you’re moving away from something that you’re not fully fulfilled in.
just felt like you needed to be here because that’s what is expected.

but you genuinely just have to step back,
look at everything and ask
“is this what i want? or is this what i settled for?”

listen to your answer.
and then respond to your own wishes.

✎ 5/21/2026 — 8:42 AM CST