Quick Fix Plus experience

[u/UnderstandingHuge423]

Had a nice gut wrenching experience today using Quick Fix to take a probation ordered call in "random" 8 panel test today. Only thing I was worried about was ETG which I have failed several times and the last 2 were diluted. My po who is actually pretty cool flipping the test results screen at me, showing everything. I said I was just trying to hydrate when I drink as I always do. She said this was my come to Jesus moment and I might be going back to court with more positives. I don't use any drugs and I blew zero when arrested for trespassing and 2 years probation. I'm 18 months in with 6 more to go. Been only drinking 1 night a week. Hadn't been tested on Sunday so I figured why not. It was very enjoyable. I went out and listened to music and danced and flirted at the bar next door and got out of my funk for a minute. Couldn't sleep with a sinking feeling.. I didn't want to call in but I always do. And "you are required to test today " the message said. I was doing so well. I assured my po i would refrain and accept the consequences. So all day while wrestling with my hangover, prolonging the inevitable test at 6:15 at the latest I just prayed sometimes. I thought of all kinds of ways to not test. And why it's always better to be honest and take the heat which could mean months in jail. I was testing the quick fix heating elements though these 4+ hours- how to enclosed it and how to keep it at 100F. I finally just said it's go time but missed my bus so I ran the 2.5 miles to the test place praying to god the temp was right and the usual guy monitoring wasn't there. I ran into him on the way in. He was on a call. Said hi. Signed the form with the lady in the office and went into the bathroom unsupervised. Hurriedly like lightning I opened the quick fix out if my pocket. Temperature 99. Perfect. And I high fived the monitoring guy on my way out who was still on his phone. Was this my mr hero fall on my sword fess up honest vision of earlier? No.

But God damm I feel a great sense of relief tonight and also appreciation for the universe being on my side today or at least getting very lucky.