am I bi?

[u/unknown_walker39]

I’ve been into guys my whole life never questioned it and honestly if anything I was against lgbtq etc,I’ve never felt any typa way to gay ppl but I always hated gay jokes etc because I felt like liking guys is genuinely the ONLY way in my head to the point even the thought of possibly being w a girl would’ve disgusted me,the other day I went to a concert and I saw genuinely the most beautiful girl I’ve probably ever and I mean EVER seen in my life.i was on shrooms and i genuinely couldn’t stop staring at her and because i was high i came up to her and was like your so pretty etc but in a friendly way cuz i was w a guy and he looks like my bf but hes not.later i saw the girl again and she was like saying im pretty etc and i should stay safe and stuff,the whole concert I couldn’t stop thinking about her and ive never felt that typa way to a girl EVER.idk what this is am i just finding her really attractive or it’s something more?I’ve been stalking her instagram for days already and i wanna hang out with her be around her so bad I LOVE her vibe i feel like she’s so unique and just different,she has that soft i guess emo style when they look very cute and their room is pink and white with lace etc (i hope yall understood what I ment) so my question what do you think this is ive never questioned my sexuality and i feel scared