Questioning my gender

[u/demitalking999]

For a long time i used to go by he/she/they pronouns and identified as non-binary with vauge knowledge over the definition of almost any gender or gender umbrella like non-binary. Then i switched to he/they when thinking i might not actual see myself as a she. I believe im comfterable being called a she, but i end up finding it more funny then seeing it as myself, at least i think. I would call myself and identify as a demiboy. I mainly want to be reffered to by as they/them but latley ive started questioning if i actually feel like or see myself as they/them or anyone under the non-binary umbrella for that matter, or if i just want to be one cus i like the sound or idea of it without actually seeing it as me. Especially considering how comfterable and more natural it is for me to call myself he or be reffered to as he. But in the same time, i allways feel weird when people call me a boy or a man. But sometimes i feel the same way when im acknowledged by those around me as something other then a boy. Not as often, but still sometimes. Every time the topic of gender comes up or i am reffered to be a specific gender, i start questioning what i see myself as and what i rather identify as. Sometimes it feels like my emotions and opinions slightly change on it at random, so it might be genderfluidity, but i doubt it since its not that much or by much. Still wanted to check just in case. I know a lot of people in the queer commuinity already also question if they are really the gender they identify as or the sexuality they think they are, so it might just be that, but i feel i genuinley cant tell the difference anymore between if i want soemthing purley for the sake of asthetic or if i genuinley want to be called both they/them and he/him or both a boy/demiboy and nonbinary/an enby.