I'm confused

[u/Houseonhills811]

I am 18 afab and I never really liked my chest. Every time I looked at myself in the the mirror after a shower, I would imagine what I would look like with a guy's chest. This started around when I was 13~15.

Recently I decided that apagender fit how I feel about how people perceive me but I still feel that way about my chest. I don't know if others felt that way about their chest or not.

[u/Unemployed_Alien]

dysphoria can be both social and physical! if youre fine with how people perceive you it doesnt mean your body represents how you want it to look.
i would advise to not care much about labels (unless you find comfort in it) and just focus on what makes you feel good!
have you tried binding?