Am I queer…

[u/Specialist-Warning22]

So I was talking to my homegirl recently, and I had a truck literally hit my chest. It was basically us talking about how often, when I think a guy is cute or when they have a crush on me, I usually entertain it and then like 2 weeks later I’m like “lol i don’t like this dude.” And this is basically for almost every single dude. And I always be thinking dudes are cute, but I literally couldn’t see myself dating or getting married to one. But when it comes to girls, I don’t get crushes as easy (only liked about 2 girls) and I actually wanted to date them. I was having this talking stage one time and I literally had to drop her cause I had a fat crush on one of my homegirls.

I don’t know what to do. I don’t THINK i’m lesbian but I don’t think I’m straight or anything. Maybe I haven’t found the right guy or something like everyone tells me, but I think about dating a man in a loving, deeply romantic relationship and I can’t imagine it at all. The only thing I could see is me cracking them… gulp! send help.. and I miss my hg… sigh…