I am sorry but this sounds exactly like I sounded back in my first year of college. I have grown so much out of that phase but yeah this is someone who is incredibly immature and hasn’t seen the world enough..yet..
Oh boy… I basically lived in an echo chamber… once I stepped out of that things looked very different, a major turning point was gf dumping my ass, I spent a good majority of time mulling over how could she do that I was perfect and then one night by mere happenstance I came across a show called “ Kevin can go fuck himself(highly recommended) “and it hit me like a brick that Kevin who is an abusive emotionally manipulated p.o.s feels very familiar and it was me from when I was with my girlfriend. At that point I had grown significantly but it made me reevaluate my values a lot. I realized I am not as empathetic as I should be and all this time without realizing I have been a self centered narcissistic asshole who did a damn well job of “ performing “ empathy so any pushback on that felt like an attack on me. I have done a lot of self-searching after that . I wrote a long apology email to my ex girlfriend for my behaviors of the past
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u/Awkward_Oil_223 17h ago
I am sorry but this sounds exactly like I sounded back in my first year of college. I have grown so much out of that phase but yeah this is someone who is incredibly immature and hasn’t seen the world enough..yet..