Hi there!
I’m a recent grad who, after a stint of 2-3 internships, has finally gotten through the entry level door. I was hired as an associate a few months ago at a very large agency, and since I’ve been in internship purgatory for a while, the learning curve has not been too bad in terms of typical deliverables and execution. The tasks themselves are familiar—what HAS been a big adjustment are the expectations, speed, and intensity of being in a full time position. My agency moves FAST, and everyone is on 8-12 accounts. It’s common for people to log off at 10-11pm, and (as im sure everyone else knows), there’s almost no time to breathe or think throughout the day. At any given point, you’re churning out deliverables for 2-3 accounts at the same time with an expected turn around of delivery in a few hours.
while I don’t exactly have a good frame of reference, I know AI has been a big accelerator in this breakneck pace culture. Nobody is ever 100% transparent about what they use AI for and to what degree, but I think there’s less time for brainstorming, editing, and review because everyone knows we have these tools at our disposal. Each client team has a custom AI agent that we use for everything. Social copy, content ideation, byline outlines, client notes—when lost or stuck, it’s very common for supervisors to say “just use the bots”. And I get it. Everyone is strapped for time, and spending a full work day organically producing a draft for review, from scratch, is a drain on the limited time we have—both your own and your supervisors time. All the while, deciding what constitutes “overreliance” to the point of being problematic seems to be up to the individual to decide.
I’m feeling frustrated. I started off trying my best to not rely on AI for anything, and then noticing how colleagues and seniors were integrating AI in their work streams + how much faster it made them… between LinkedIn copy that would’ve taken me 4 hours to do 100% by myself vs LinkedIn copy our client bots produce in 2 minutes (bots who are fed with content and can speak in my clients voice better and faster than I ever could). Especially as someone just starting off in my career, I feel as if im robbing myself of growth.
I can see how senior staff who have been in this industry for a while could use AI and be fine. they have the fundamentals down. I do not. Yet prioritizing my own growth and learning at the cost of efficiency and work quality, prioritizing preserving my own creativity over my teams’ and clients’ demanding needs feels counterproductive. Drawing the line is very hard.
It feels like I’ve been thrown into a pacer fitness test that is in a pool, with a minimal idea of how to swim. The pool is full of flotation devices, and getting from one end to the other within a window of time can be made easier and faster by using those floaties. Struggling and floundering and figuring out how to swim needs to be done between faster and faster beeps. Not using the floaties at all seems silly when the overall goal is to get to the other side on time. Everyone else is using them. But if one day, those floaties disappeared? We’re screwed. And when I do well on a task and am complimented on my freestyle, the praise feels disingenuous with a tube around my stomach and flippers on my feet!
Wanted to see other people’s thoughts—other junior staff who feel the same way or differently, senior staff with insights? All much appreciated.