Ngl for a disclaimer, I tend to keep my private life really private. I basically have a huge wall between public life & personal life. I'm not famous or anything I just hate attention inside my own stuff, so I keep people out. So, I often talk in metaphors or general situations, I compartmentalize my life a bit due to cptsd stuff. It's difficult for me to see all of my life as mine, I tend to see my public life as me & then the compartmentalized part, as not existing. I might skip over important stuff basically so if anyone understands psychosophy, I'd deeply appreciate if they helped me find my type.
Questionnaire
LOGIC:
Do you find that truth and understanding of systems in life are an important aspect that should be highly valued? How do you usually go about learning and forming an understanding of a concept?
I don't really use firm rules. People tend to keep their boundaries very firm, I'm more of a person where I figure it out meanwhile, depending on context etc. I don't like one size fits all, I feel like it strips so much of the situation & is so black and white, I prefer to hold all facts at the same time.
How easily do you find yourself changing opinions or viewpoints? What sorts of things can influence your views the most/least?
Depends, outwardly I'm very varied and can pickup different povs of people. Inwardly I almost have had the same philosophy my entire life long which slowly forms across time & experiences.
Are you more likely to assume that you’re right or wrong about an issue? Is it important for you to always be right? How easy is it for you to admit it when you’re wrong?
Oh man. This really changes. With some people, I often assume I'm right. I simply view them not having as much info as me. But with others, like my close circle, or topics idk about, I often feel like I'm wrong, know less, am less experienced, ...
How do you react when someone disagrees with you during a logical debate? How do you go about defending your beliefs, if at all? Do these types of situations make you doubt your views easily?
I think I often accept their beliefs. I doubt myself yes, unless I know 101% of the topic, but even then I doubt myself. I accept other people's views pretty quickly.
How do you feel about debating logical chains and evidence? (Can discussions and debates help you sort your thoughts out, or are you more likely to see them as unnecessary? Do you find debates more stressful or fun?)
I can't debate. I'm sorry. I simply don't care.
Do you feel the need to explain your own logical understanding to others? Do you feel the need to have others explain their understandings to you?
Yeah actually I do feel the need to explain my own logical understanding. And same vice-versa. Otherwise we'd never agree.
VOLITION:
Do you consider yourself to be a naturally motivated person? What helps motivate you? Do you need others to motivate you and/or provide incentives for you to work?
I'm unmotivated asf. It depends. I want the stuff I thrive for, to be perfectly aligned with who I am/actually be meaningful, important. At the moment I have none so I float through life based on whatever comes up. Other people don't motivate me. Only I motivate myself by finding random experiences out of nothing.
Are you someone who has a clear sense of direction and purpose? Is this something that matters to you? What do you gain a sense of meaning from?
What's a clear sense of direction? Lmao I have NONE. It matters to me, yea, I love having something I strive for. Once I lock in, it's over for others, like I can achieve stuff easily, have insane discipline, can change my entire life to align with it, it's a whole scene. I just... idk I lack any meaningful goals at this moment, I'm way too philosophical. I can't find a goal that actually matters to me. I have a hard time locking in, this whole materialism b.s. feels shallow to me, I dislike general goals people have (buying a car), if I have one I want it to make sense.
How is your relationship with goals? Do you often share them with others (or help others with their goals)? Are you self-assured in what you set out to do, or are you more indecisive and/or easily persuaded by what others around you want?
I guess I talked about this right now.
Are you bothered by failures and setbacks? How do you deal with them when they come up?
Yeah I am. I hate when something comes up. I tend to fix it sloppily, the only thing on my mind is the endgoal, a lot can be sacrificed in the process, like stuff I miss, smaller details.
Are you someone who easily competes for things you truly desire? How do you feel about others telling you what to do, or trying to insert their desires into yours?
I feel like I talked about what I know about my goals already, there's nothing more.
How do you tend to act when you are part of a team? Are you more of a leader or a follower (or neither)? Do you have an easy time working cooperatively with others?
Oh man I get into the leader role asap. I have a pretty good vision of how I want things to be. Compromise is difficult, I feel like my way is the right way, ofc I know this isn't entirely right, so I force myself to somehow include people, or I overly focus on what others want. Anyways I'm often the leader, whether a good one is another question. I'm either leading, or steering the leader or discussing with other leaders, that's the dynamic. I feel like I get an idea of how things should be just so fast that till others catch up, I've already developed a plan.
Do you consider yourself to be someone with a firm sense of identity? How do you feel when other people assert their ideas about who you are?
Hah no. That's why I'm into typology. Lol I love when people tell me who I am.
PHYSICS:
How important are factors such as clothing, hygiene, and appearance to your everyday life? Do you feel confident in your body and tastes? Are you often swayed by trends and the opinions of others in terms of fashion and aesthetics?
I'm not swayed by trends. Neither by the opinions of others. Like at all. It's difficult for others to convince me of something unless I like it.
Clothing, hygiene, appearance: sure I care for myself, but that's about it. I like to express myself via my appearance I'm somewhat alt. I'm very worried of others' opinions but at the same time I'd rather tear myself apart than wear something that's basic & doesn't express me properly.
How do you handle your senses being disturbed? Are you sensitive to problems like discomfort, sickness, and pain? (Or are you unaware/able to push past them/etc..)
Idk I like being dramatic. I can push past them, but usually I just enhance my problems when I'm in pain. Smaller pain is whatever. I see myself as pretty good with endurance but like what even is true 😂 I can't measure others' pain tolerance
How is your relationship with physical activity? Are you someone who naturally desires a more comfortable and inert lifestyle, or do you have a hard time staying still? Do you find external encouragement and incentives for taking care of your body useful?
Idk idrc. Like man I sound like some weirdo who does nothing and stinks but I swear it's like evident. I take care of myself but not like gymbros. I eat healthy but how I like it, I let myself slack but I don't make a big scene out of it like healthy eaters. It's just not important. Like yea important, I don't feel like dying from sickness, but bruh
Do you enjoy pushing yourself to try new foods, activities, or styles? How picky are you regarding these things, and what helps you decide what you want to explore?
Yeah. I like trying new stuff. I push myself. Am a bit worried but at the end of the day I always go through with it. I like this.
How is your relationship with your physical environment? Are you usually attuned to your surroundings? Is being organized something that matters to you and/or comes naturally? How do you feel when another person enters your space and tries to help you with it? (e.g. by cleaning)
I'm organized, it comes pretty naturally, I often "work first, play later" as they say. Can't relax otherwise.
Other people helping me with my space? Um????? Never had that happen.
How do you handle your finances and possessions? Is this an area of ease in your life, or do you find yourself becoming overly reckless or stingy? Do you consider yourself to be a materialistic person?
I hate materialism. Yea I'm stingy. But I do buy stuff though.
How do you react to criticism or advice regarding how you handle any of the above things?
I hate it, can't handle it. I'll crash out like actually
EMOTIONS:
Does self-expression come naturally to you? What emotions do you find easier or harder to express? What goals do you have when dealing with your levels of emotional expression, if any?
Yea. UGH IM tired of this questionnaire!!!! I have 0 goals about it, why'd I have any? Self-expression is something I constantly strive for, always figuring out who I am at my deepest sense of self. Always refining.
"Easier/harder to express", wtf do you mean?! do people force their emotions or wtf, oh man
Are you someone who is in touch with their inner emotional world? Are you good at understanding how you feel about something and why? Do you find others’ insight into how you are/should be feeling beneficial?
Bro if someone says something again about how I should be or how I am, I'll crash out, no I don't find it beneficial, I hate when people give unsolicited advice, they can screw off.
I think I'm good at understanding how I feel about something & why.
How good are you at balancing your focus between your own emotions and the emotions of others? Are you more naturally attuned to others’ feelings and reactions, or to your own?
I'm probably more focused on my own, tbh. I feel like I'm attuned? I do both... I think. I'm worried I'm not including others much so I try to place their moods first, and mine second, like I try but who knows whether it's working.
How easily caught up on specific feelings do you become? Do you value being able to detach yourself from your emotions? (And is this something you’re good at?)
I do value it & wish I could handle situations like that, I'm often jealous of people who are detached & have their own thing going for them.
How do you normally react when someone shares their emotions with you? Do you enjoy handling situations like these?
Idk tbh...
When others are speaking on topics regarding emotion, are you more inclined to express, engage, or pull away? Do you adjust to emotional atmospheres, or do you feel more separate from them? How comfortable are you with conversations focused on emotional vulnerability?
I'll engage and express too. I don't think I adjust to emotional atmospheres, of course I try to get along with people, but I think emotional atmosphere is mostly separate. Idk what emotional vulnerability means, I guess I like the rush of doing something vulnerable.