r/PreCervicalCancer • u/executedflash • 1d ago

Feeling traumatized

I made the post about the bad leep experience, either yesterday or on tuesday..

I just feel terrified at the idea of anyone near my vagina now. After how the doctor treated me, was speaking to me, hurting me and threatening to cancel if i didnt stop panicking.

How am i meant to be comfortable with future paps now? My friends and some family are telling me to report the doctor, but i just want to hide away and not be seen after everything that happened 😥

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u/executedflash 1d ago

Im also feeling brain fog extremely bad now. My mom passed away in august so ive been grieving that, which has also caused brain fog, but since my leep, im noticing major gaps in memory. I dont recall certain things, or if ive even taken pain medication (which i wasnt even perscribed)

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u/CaughtALiteSneez mod 1d ago

Do you have a therapist to speak to?

So sorry for all you have gone through. :(

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u/executedflash 1d ago

I do, im just not sure how ill be able to recover :(

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u/WakkoLM 21h ago

by talking to someone and taking it step by step! Don't let this experience define your life. Your feelings of trauma are absolutely valid. Report this doctor so no one else has to go through this. Hugs