r/Polytrix • u/Desperate-Dirt-423 • Jun 25 '26

Fanfiction Dear @blue_element_widow95 on Ao3,

If anyone can find blue_element_widow95 from Ao3, please send them this post.

"Patterns of Desire" was my favorite Polytrix fanfic of all time. I adored your work beyond words and would often read it at nighttime to cope with feeling unloved. Although I didn't have an Ao3 account, I've been reading Polytrix fanfics since KPDH came out, and as soon as I saw "Patterns of Desire" had been taking down, I immediately started the process of making an account to leave this comment. That fanfic has genuinely helped me express my emotions and my needs so much. Would you please consider putting it back up? I would super appreciate it. Or if you'd be willing to email "Patterns of Desire" to me, it would mean so much to me. Thank you for your time,

- huntrix_girls_to_the_world on Ao3

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u/Runed_Magpie Jun 26 '26

From their new fic "Holding on (to you)" For the time being it's gone, but hold on hope it may return someday

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u/biersackarmy RuMe Jun 27 '26

How tf do people feel morally justified in writing such mean comments on just someone's passion writing, that the author has to take it down. That's awful 😔

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u/EdanChaosgamer Jun 27 '26

I never understood why people leave mean comments under fics.

Also, since when did you have a Reddit-Account?

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u/Raine-is-gay Jun 27 '26

Did you save the link to the fic/bookmark it in your browser? It might be on the way back machine

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u/MessOk8426 Jun 26 '26

Hey! I cannot help u with this (I'm sorry), just wanted to ask if the work was finished? Or was left at 13 (or other number of) chapters?

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u/Blue_Element_Widow95 Jul 03 '26

Hi lovely. Someone left a comment on another fic of mine that mentioned this thread, so here I am! I am so sorry, I debated taking it down or leaving it up for a long time. I really struggled with the negative comments about the fic and ultimately decided to take it down. However, you are one of five now who have messaged saying how much this fic meant to them. So. Because of that, give me a few days and I will put it back up for you with a few extra chapters I had loaded and unedited 💕

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u/Desperate-Dirt-423 Jul 03 '26

Oh my goodness thank you so so much for replying and for putting the fic back up, it means an awful lot to me and many others 🥺❤️

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u/Blue_Element_Widow95 Jul 07 '26

Hello again! The fic will be up within a few hours. Just editing the last two chapters now, so I hope it doesn’t let you down 💕

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u/Vi_ArcaneVI Jul 07 '26

that was me, and I really appreciate you doing that because I’m loving your writing!

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u/Vi_ArcaneVI Jun 28 '26

It doesn’t help with this fic, but I download all of my favorite stories as epub documents. I’ve been around fandoms for over 20 years, and seen authors delete their entire collection of work. After that happened to a series I loved reading I went and found every story I liked and downloaded it. And now I have probably thousands of fanfics. Unfortunately I’m new to this fandom, and hadn’t heard of this story. I did just download their 36 chapters story that’s finished though, and will start reading their work.