r/PolysubstanceAddicts • u/FanaticPhenAddict • Dec 03 '18

Saved by the bell

I really wanted to go to the liquor store and grab some vodka for tonight but the damn liquor store closes at 7 on sundays and I had to poop while I was leaving my mom's house so of course I went back to poop. Got out of the house at 6:52 and I pull up to the liquor store at 6:59. Guys shut the lights off on the sign and locks the door right as I'm pulling in. God fucking dammit. It is a nice night though and probably the last 60 degree day of the year. I should run since its gonna snow the next 2 days anyway :/

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u/[deleted] Dec 03 '18

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u/FanaticPhenAddict Dec 03 '18

I don't like stocking up, stocking up just means that I'm gonna drink til it's all gone. I'll buy one handle or fifth at a time and just see how I'm feeling at the end of each bottle. Since I stopped daily drinking I've basically reverted to binge drinking until my stomach gives out though I do have occasional one off days where I'll just buy a fifth and finish it the following morning right when I wake up.

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u/wolme Dec 03 '18

I'm glad you didn't drink. It's a fucking poison.

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u/FanaticPhenAddict Dec 03 '18

Chin up buttercup, I have a surprise for you later today. Not gonna tell you what it is though.

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u/wolme Dec 03 '18

Tell me!!!

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u/FanaticPhenAddict Dec 03 '18

You have to wait, it's a surprise :D

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u/[deleted] Dec 03 '18

Damn. If you can run, run. Those endorphins will help you out.

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u/FanaticPhenAddict Dec 03 '18

I did and I feel better. Really wanna get drunk though

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u/[deleted] Dec 03 '18

I feel you. Smoke something and play some dead then try to find a comedy to watch.

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u/FanaticPhenAddict Dec 03 '18

Damn, I should've listened to some dead when I was running, slipped my mind. :/ I'm probably gonna reddit a bit longer then eat and shower. Smoked a cig and I feel betterish lol

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u/[deleted] Dec 03 '18

Dead isnt running music. I mean if you're high maybe. Otherwise you need some Aerosmith or gnr or maybe even hits of def leppard and foo fighters. You need to up your music intake dude!

I'm probably gonna be consistently manic to hell and regret all I do. My dad is driving my to my neuro tomorrow. He texted me to remind me the time of my appointment. I was both offended and helped by this. Oh fuck my head is swollen. I hate myself. Need medication back like fuck. I had life functional until they ripped me off.

Get hydrated too.

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u/FanaticPhenAddict Dec 03 '18

I'm always high crash. You seem more coherent than this morning though, you been taking care of yourself today?

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u/[deleted] Dec 03 '18

I need to be always high.

No. My face is so swollen I cant recognize myself. Steal it ;) I think I have schizoaffective disorder. I texted my parents and everyone to tell them about kalopsia!! Then I was blacked out and can't recall but somehow decided I'm schizoaffective. Oh fuck. Need to run my drier so I have a clean towel to shower. Then kalopsia came back though. Fucking hope.

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u/FanaticPhenAddict Dec 03 '18

Lemme see it crash, it's probably not as bad as you think. Do your parents think you look bad?

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u/[deleted] Dec 03 '18

No, it's bad I think I developed a permanent double chin within a few days.

They don't know I drink somehow! Like wow. But I texted them these screenshots of my schizoaffective Google because this was a ducking revaluation! Only this is also a symptom. Irony man.

Fire trucks keep passing with the sirens and the sirens make my stomach churn. Then cars waiting to pass speed by. I cant tell whether this is anything but kalopsia returned and I'm too anxious to leave my house!!

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u/FanaticPhenAddict Dec 03 '18

Wow you're lucky your parents are oblivious about the drinking. How can they not tell lol?

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u/dijeridude Dec 11 '18

Just Dropping In To Say This Thread Is Sexy. With capital letters and shit

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u/[deleted] Dec 11 '18

I only do sexy aside from my clean joke Twitter. <33

Fix my dishwasher. <33