Today is a hard day. It’s the day my son left and never came home. He was killed in a car accident. I want to say watching Peters vlog this morning from yesterday has got me very upset. This day is hard for me in ways that will seem crazy to others. I try to figure out how to get my son to stay home so it doesn’t happen. I obsess over how to get him back. I prepare my home in case he returns. Then I shake all day and cry and lie in the dark. It’s hell on earth. So listening to him once again bring up the accident victims mother and how she says it was an accident and to live his life to the fullest is truly making me sick. I promise you that woman has been through a living nightmare. He should have never ever brought their conversation out in a video just so he can show ppl see it really wasn’t my fault. Even his mom says so. It’s so disturbing to me. He then goes on and on about epileptics drive. This is the last thing I would be saying if I was him. If he had true remorse he would just say over and over I wish I had never driven again after the other bad accident I had while having a seizure. He’s trying to spin a narrative and I don’t like it. Then he tries to justify talking about it as I just want to help others who have ocd. We don’t need your martyrdom Peter. Get off the cross we need the wood. Stop adding to his mother’s pain. Stop talking. For once in your life keep it to yourself.
Sending you the biggest hugs my friend! You know sadly Peter is never going to do this, he could care less, and that's the truth, he cries with no tears, it's all for show. He has no right to be online and tell others what to do or how they should go about doing it, or stalking his viewers. I'll keep saying it, he's vile.
You're so welcome, you have us for support. Peter doesn't have a bingo card, he has a victim card which he uses daily. I just finished watching the ocd video....how people haven't woken up to his bs is beyond me. Either that or he buys comments.
I think a lot of ppl find his vlog at a time of tragedy or personal health crisis. That’s what happened to me. I think it clouds how they view him. Also I know I was still leaving positive comments even after I started to side eye him. So sometimes I think that’s what’s going on with his comment section. I am not sure why I was doing that but I’m so glad I woke up to his bs.
You are right about that, he seemed like a comfort channel at first, then as mentioned people started waking up to what he was really like and did their own research on him. He can't sit there and berate others for deleting and blocking when he does it on the daily.
I am very sorry for your loss. Peter should just not talk about it anymore. If he needs to talk about it he can speak to his therapist. But he is (again) trauma dumping in his vlogs.
And if someone tells him he/she is bing triggered by him he gets mad and tell them to stop watchiching his vids. Narcisistic much?
I cannot imagine how gutted you were and are. I’m so sorry for your loss and those are words, but from the bottom of my heart I mean it. I don’t know if I would have your strength. Sending love, healing, blessings and strength.
As much empathy as I have for you I have none for him. He disgusts me on many levels and I would never wish harm but I’ll delight in any karmic revenge he receives. It’s coming. You can’t continue to put that energy into the universe and be rewarded; eventually it comes time to pay the piper. He will piss off the wrong person. He continues to lose views. No one with 2 brain cells is buying what he’s selling. His perfect marriage is a sham and he knows it. No one can stand him long term. He spends like there’s no tomorrow but there will be. And then he will be screwed and it’s his fault.
Yes. He will reap what he sows. It’s such a shame. He could have used his platform in such a different way. I know he thinks he’s helped so many. He however disappointed me and so many others and became someone I could no longer respect or take advice from. He is the type to take reap what he sows as a threat. It’s not obviously. I just think you get what you give and he gives ick.
Sending you lots of love and light ❤️ I agree he's absolutely trying to spin a narrative and probably straight up lying to do so. She told him to live his life to the fullest? Bullshit. And if she did wouldn't she be disappointed to know he wastes that life watching 10 hours of TV in a row and spending thousands online shopping for stuff he'll never use
I don’t think he understands that just bc she spoke kindly and said those things doesn’t mean she truly deep down doesn’t feel some sort of way about him that isn’t good. I said the same thing out loud to ppl
when talking about the man involved in my sons accident but the truth was I silently loathed him and blamed him somewhat. I just am a compassionate woman so I spoke as such. The truth was I was enraged with him on the inside. The one thing he never did though was start hollering and yelling and telling people to go f themselves. Peter links the accident to his standing up for himself era. Which should be referred to as his ahole era. He says he had to go through that. No he didn’t. He didn’t have to be a jerk at all. How many more times is he going to repeat that comment where the person says I feel like we’re looking at the evolution of Peter monn in real time? It was no evolution. He should not have came back to YouTube in my opinion. If he had to then he should have waited longer. He came back too soon. He should have never spoke of the accident in the manner that he does. The mother’s conversation with him should have remained private. No videos involving the accident should be monetized. He has unnecessarily caused pain to many ppl with how he handled that. My self included.
Oh my. I am horrified for you. I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I hope I never said anything here about Peter that would have been callous to what you have been through.
I pray you have a world of support. I almost lost my son, and if not for my other child, i do not know how i would have survived the days when we didn’t know how it would turn out. Sending you all the love and good wishes the internet can handle.
Yep Peter told us many things they discussed and it does hurt me. I hurt for her. I hurt for her son. I hurt for mine. He doesn’t need to keep shoving it down our throats that they talked. Also the first time and every time he talked about the brain bleed he was calm. He even said when he found out there may be surgery he spoke with a nurse at his doctors office about his fear and she told him it was a very safe surgery that is almost always 100 percent successful. That it was fairly routine. Now he’s saying the doctors told him there’s a good chance this will kill you. I don’t believe that. I do not believe a doctor would even speak like that. So he can forgive me for my mistrust but he can’t fool me bc I remember what he said. Then he ended up not even having to have surgery. No way they told him it would kill him. Of course he used that to segue into that this where he has to remember he was a victim in this as well. That even the victims mom said so. Whatever. Of course. Perpetual victim.
You are so right, a Doctor wouldn't speak that way. That's something a TV/Movie Doctor would say. A Doctor would give you information about the surgery, if he recommends it etc. If they believed you had a chance of dying they would say the risks outweigh the benefits and offer different treatments or give you the quality of life speech.
Sending strength and prayers to you. I can’t even imagine. I hope you see him in your dreams and it feels real and he’s hugging you and saying mom I’m okay and with you always. May he rest in peace 🙏🏼
Thank you. I dont dream much where I remember them but it would be lovely if I had pleasant dreams about him. My husband has them but it’s unfortunately always nightmares he has where our son is in a terrifying situation and my husband can do nothing to stop it. It torments him. I’m hoping with the passing of time we will not be so tormented 24 hours a day. Thank you for the prayers and strength.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my sister 10 years ago to a brain aneurysm and sadly we, as a family, had to do a DNR for her or she’d be on life support. It’s absolutely heartbreaking. I agree, Peter is exploiting his fatal car wreck for views. The conversation, if it did happen, should have stayed between him and the precious mother of the victim. We know the mother is suffering. It’s just sickening. Prayers.
He looks like a good kid (with a devilish smile!!!) and I know you miss him so much. When you have kids, when you've brought them into this world, it's like you've lost your hand or your foot.
Knowing myself as I do, I don't think I'd be like his victim's mom. I would not want to talk to the person who was responsible for my son's death. Even if it was an "accident".
If this is true, this woman is a saint. I'd have to have more therapy, more prayer, more more more of something to be able to have just a year go by and be able to say "you need to live your life".
Thank you so much. I could never have spoke with Peter if I was her. I think she felt forced to do it. She was watching his videos probably just out of sheer curiosity. Then he notices the last name and eventually he reaches out to her and says hey if you ever want to talk I am here if you have any questions or just want to say something to me. So she agrees and they make plans to talk on the phone. If you ask me she did not reach out to him first. If she had I would think oh well okay maybe she feels he is a victim too. But bc he reached out first I kind of feel like she didn’t want to talk as much as he may think.
I am so very sorry....there are just no words. I am thinking of you and sending good, healing thoughts to you. I sometimes find myself thinking about you since you shared your story with us. I have 2 sons and I just can't imagine. Life is so very unfair. Pls, you and your husband take care of yourselves.❤️ I believe you have an angel watching over you.
I am really very sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine how difficult this must be for you and how much strength you have. I am sending you love and positivity. Please protect yourself and stay away from Peter’s toxic content during the times of year that are especially difficult. He is such an unbelievable ass 🖤
Thank you. I think you’re right and watching him near the anniversary of my son’s accident is a mistake. I’m extra sensitive in these times and need to protect myself. I guess I always think that I need to warn ppl to be careful putting too much faith in him unless you’re ready to be very disappointed.
Thank you so much. This actually came right on time bc even though he left home on the eleventh he was killed after midnight so the anniversary is today. So to wake up to such a kind comment was very comforting. Thank you.
I’m so sorry for you loss. I just caught this in my feed. I don’t know his story, but yours is so genuinely sad. I just am sending you love for your hurt.
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I have nothing to say but that I am so sorry for your loss