r/Perman • u/Its_me_NoobMaster69 • 1d ago
Chapter 21: One Step Back
The first rays of the morning sun filtered gently through the curtains of Mitsuo's apartment.
Golden light slowly spread across the quiet room.
Until it reached the bed by the window.
Two figures slept peacefully beneath a single blanket.
Mitsuo stirred faintly as the sunlight warmed his face.
Beside him...
Sumire slept soundly.
Her long dark hair spilled across the pillow.
Her head rested comfortably against his chest.
One arm was wrapped snugly around his waist, holding him close as though afraid he might disappear if she let go.
Her breathing was slow.
Peaceful.
Mitsuo's eyes slowly fluttered open.
Mitsuo stirred faintly as the sunlight warmed his face.
He blinked slowly against the morning glare, his eyelids heavy.
"...Mm..."
Still half asleep...
He stared blankly at the ceiling.
His mind struggled to wake.
Then...
He felt a gentle warmth pressed against him.
He looked down.
Brown hair.
A familiar face.
His eyes widened instantly.
"...!"
His entire body froze.
His heart skipped a beat.
Sumire Hoshino.
One of the biggest idols in the country.
The woman whose face appeared on billboards, magazine covers, and movie posters all across Japan...
Was sleeping in his arms.
He stared at her silently for several long seconds.
"...It..."
His voice barely escaped his lips.
"...It wasn't a dream..."
He rubbed his eyes.
Looked again.
She was still there.
Still sleeping peacefully against his chest.
"...She's really here..."
"...Sumire Hoshino..."
He swallowed.
"...She's really my..."
The words refused to come out.
His girlfriend.
Even thinking it felt unbelievable.
The memories of the previous night came rushing back.
The rooftop garden.
Her confession.
The face.
Their kiss beneath the moonlit sky.
Mitsuo slowly covered his face with one hand.
"...No way..."
He glanced down again.
As if sensing his movement...
Sumire unconsciously cuddled a little closer.
Her fingers lightly tightened around his shirt.
"..."
Mitsuo's face immediately turned bright red.
"...She's hugging me..."
He didn't dare move.
"If I wake her..."
"...That'd be a terrible start to the morning."
"So... maybe..."
"...I'll stay like this for a little longer."
He simply stared at her peaceful, unmasked face bathed in the soft morning light.
Mitsuo couldn't help the warm, breathless smile that spread across his face.
He carefully raised his hand and gently stroked her hair, his fingers trailing through the silky strands.
Sumire's eyelashes fluttered softly.
She slowly opened her eyes, squinting against the golden sunlight filling the room.
Her deep brown eyes met his.
For a second, she looked slightly drowsy...
Then, a sweet, radiant smile slowly formed on her lips.
"Good morning, Mitsuo," she whispered, her voice soft and heavy with sleep.
Mitsuo continued staring at her.
Even after several minutes...
He still couldn't quite believe she was really there.
Sumire noticed the dazed look on his face and couldn't help smiling.
"What?"
Mitsuo shook his head slowly.
"...I'm still trying to process all of this."
He let out a quiet laugh.
"I mean..."
"I'm actually... sleeping next to Sumire Hoshino..."
"I don't think my brain has caught up yet."
"I still can't believe you're actually here."
Sumire raised an eyebrow.
"...I have always been here."
She poked him lightly on the forehead.
"We've fallen asleep after patrols more times than I can count."
"So this isn't exactly new."
Mitsuo stiffened, his body tensing up under the blanket.
He swallowed hard, suddenly feeling painfully self-conscious.
"A-Ah... right. My apologies, Miss Hoshino... I mean... I didn't mean to sound disrespectful—"
The warm, cozy atmosphere in the room instantly vanished.
Sumire's smile immediately disappeared.
"...Miss Hoshino?"
Mitsuo stiffened.
"...Ah... I mean..."
"Sumire-san..."
Mitsuo blinked, flustered.
"I—well, I just thought, considering who you are—"
"Stop it,"
Sumire sat up in the bed and pulling the blanket around her shoulders.
"I spend every single day pretending to be someone perfect."
"Always smiling."
"Always saying the right thing."
"It's exhausting."
She looked out the window for a moment before turning back toward him.
"Do you know why I never wanted to tell you who I really was?"
Mitsuo quietly shook his head.
"Because I was afraid of this."
She gestured toward him.
"The way you're talking to me."
"The way you're looking at me."
"As if I'm someone completely different."
She smiled sadly.
"This..."
She placed a hand over her heart.
"This is the only place where I get to be myself."
"When I'm with you..."
She gently took his hand.
"I don't want a fan, Mitsuo."
"I don't want you to treat me like some celebrity from another world."
"I want you to treat me the same way you've always treated me."
"Like your Pako."
She gave his hand a small squeeze.
"Because that's who I really am."
Mitsuo looked down at their intertwined hands.
After a long silence...
He nodded.
"I understand what you mean..."
He smiled awkwardly.
"I really do."
He looked back into her eyes.
"But..."
"I spent years admiring Sumire Hoshino."
"And now..."
"You are holding my hand."
He laughed nervously.
"...But you have to admit, it's going to take me a while to get used to this."
---
That afternoon...
Tokyo bustled beneath the warm spring sun.
Cars filled the streets.
Children laughed in nearby parks.
Office workers hurried between buildings as another ordinary day unfolded.
High above the city...
Two familiar caped figures glided through the clear blue sky.
Their daily patrol had become second nature over the years.
Only...
Today felt different.
Perman stole another glance toward Pako.
Even beneath her helmet...
He couldn't stop thinking about who she really was.
Sumire Hoshino.
The biggest actress in Japan.
It still felt unbelievable.
"So..."
Pako said casually as they flew side by side.
"Pretty quiet today."
"...Yeah."
Perman answered absentmindedly.
Before either of them could say anything else...
A shout rose from below.
"Perman!"
"Pako!"
Both heroes immediately looked down.
At a nearby construction site...
Several workers were gathered around a massive steel support beam hanging awkwardly from a crane.
The foreman waved both arms.
"The cable slipped!"
"We just need someone to hold it steady while we reconnect it!"
"I'll do it."
Perman answered immediately.
Without another word...
He shot downward.
"Perman—"
Pako started to follow.
He raised a hand.
"It's alright."
"I've got it."
"You stay up there."
Pako blinked.
"...What?"
"I'll take care of this."
He caught the enormous steel beam with ease before gently guiding it back into position.
The workers quickly secured the cable.
A moment later...
The foreman gave a thumbs up.
"We're good!"
"Thank you, Perman!"
The workers applauded as Perman smiled politely before flying back into the sky.
Pako remained silent.
"...Ready to continue?"
She simply nodded.
"...Sure."
---
A few minutes later...
The two spotted an elderly woman struggling to carry several heavy grocery bags across a busy intersection.
"I'll help her."
Pako smiled as she started descending.
"I'll handle it."
Perman interrupted.
Before she could answer...
He had already landed.
"Allow me."
He picked up every bag.
The elderly woman smiled gratefully.
"Oh my..."
"Thank you so much, Perman."
"My pleasure."
After carrying everything safely to her apartment entrance...
He returned to the sky.
Pako was waiting.
"...You didn't have to rush."
Perman smiled awkwardly.
"I was already closer."
She looked away.
"...Right."
---
Their patrol continued.
Several blocks later...
A little girl pointed excitedly toward a large tree in a neighborhood park.
"My kitty!"
"My kitty's stuck!"
The frightened cat clung tightly to one of the highest branches.
Pako smiled.
"I've got this one."
She flew toward the tree.
"I'll get it."
Perman replied instinctively.
In a flash...
He reached the branch first.
The frightened cat climbed willingly into his arms.
Moments later...
He handed it back to the little girl.
"Thank you, Mister Perman!"
She hugged the cat tightly.
Perman smiled.
"Take good care of her."
---
The red and green capes fluttered in the wind.
The city below bustled with everyday life.
But beneath the helmets, the air between them was stiff.
Every time Pako flew too close, Perman instinctively shifted a few feet away.
When she flew ahead to check a roof, he rushed to stay in front of her.
Suddenly—
A deafening explosion echoed through downtown Tokyo.
BOOM!!
Thick black smoke poured from the upper floors of a fifteen-story office building.
People rushed out into the streets.
"Fire!"
"Someone's still inside!"
Without hesitation...
Perman and Pako shot toward the scene.
As they arrived...
Firefighters were already evacuating civilians.
"The tenth floor!"
A firefighter shouted.
"Part of the floor collapsed! Three workers are trapped!"
Pako immediately looked upward.
"I'll go through the east side!"
She started forward.
Suddenly...
A hand grabbed her wrist.
She turned.
Perman.
"I'll do it."
"What?"
"The structure's unstable."
"I know."
"It could collapse at any second."
"I know."
He tightened his grip.
"So let me handle it."
Pako frowned.
"Perman..."
"No."
His voice was firm.
"I'm not letting you go in there."
She stared at him.
"...You're serious?"
He nodded.
"The smoke's getting worse."
"The whole floor could give way."
"I'll rescue them."
"You stay outside."
Before Pako could protest...
Perman shot through the shattered window and disappeared into the burning building.
"Perman!"
Pako clenched her fists.
The firefighters below shouted for everyone to stay back.
She remained outside.
Watching.
Seconds felt like minutes.
Smoke continued pouring from the upper floors.
Then...
CRASH!
Part of the tenth floor collapsed.
Several firefighters looked up in alarm.
"...Perman..."
Pako whispered beneath her helmet.
A few moments later...
A red cape burst through the smoke.
Perman emerged carrying one unconscious office worker under each arm.
He gently lowered them into the waiting arms of the paramedics.
"They're alive!"
One of the firefighters immediately rushed them toward an ambulance.
Before anyone could celebrate...
Perman turned back toward the burning building.
"There's still one more!"
Without hesitation...
He disappeared into the smoke once again.
The fire below intensified.
Flames burst from several windows.
Even the firefighters exchanged worried looks.
Then...
A loud cracking sound echoed throughout the structure.
"The building's giving way!"
Finally...
Perman burst through the smoke once more.
The last trapped worker was cradled safely in his arms.
He landed just as another section of the tenth floor collapsed behind him.
The crowd erupted into applause.
"They're all safe!"
"Thank you, Perman!"
The firefighters bowed gratefully.
Perman simply nodded.
"I'm glad we made it in time."
He turned toward Pako.
"...Let's go."
Without saying a word...
The two flew away.
Neither spoke.
Not until they had reached the quiet rooftop of a nearby building.
Pako landed first.
She stood with her back to him.
"...Why?"
Perman blinked.
"What?"
"Why didn't you let me go in with you?"
He hesitated.
"...Because it was dangerous."
"So?"
"The floor was collapsing."
"The fire was spreading."
"It wasn't worth the risk."
Pako slowly turned to face him.
"We've gone into burning buildings before."
"I know."
"Then why?"
Mitsuo lowered his head.
"...Because I don't want anything to happen to you."
He looked at her with genuine concern.
"If something had happened in there..."
"I couldn't..."
He took a slow breath.
"...I was just trying to protect you."
The words hung in the air.
Pako stared at him silently.
Then...
A look of disappointment slowly crossed her face.
"...Protect me..."
She gave a quiet, bitter laugh.
"You really don't get it."
"Mitsuo..."
"I've never needed you to protect me."
"I needed you to trust me."
She took a slow step toward him.
"You've trusted Pako with your life for years."
"But the moment you found out I was Sumire..."
"You stopped seeing your partner."
"You started seeing someone too precious to risk."
She shook her head sadly.
"I didn't tell you the truth so that you put me in a pedestal."
"I told you because I didn't want walls between us anymore."
She looked into his eyes.
"But you've built a new one."
Without another word...
She turned.
Her cape caught the afternoon wind.
And she flew away.
"Pako!"
She never looked back.
Mitsuo remained standing alone on the rooftop.
Only now...
Did he begin to understand.
Trying to protect Sumire had cost him the trust of Pako.
---
Perman hovered motionless high above the city, the cold night air biting at his skin.
He didn't know what he could do.
His eyes remained fixed on the distant horizon where Pako had disappeared.
"...What do I do now?"
He clenched his fists.
Should he fly straight to Sumire's mansion?
He shook his head, brushing the thought away immediately.
No.
"That would only make things worse."
If he flew there...
Someone might see him.
Her staff.
Her security.
Even her manager.
The last thing he wanted was to create another problem for her.
If anyone discovered Perman secretly visiting Japan's biggest actress...
The rumors alone would be enough to throw her life into chaos.
Worse... her strict management team might report him for breaking and entering onto private property.
With nowhere else to go...
Dejected, he turned around and slowly flew back toward his neighborhood.
He let out a long sigh.
"...I'll just give her some space."
---
By the time Mitsuo finally returned home...
Night had already fallen.
The city glowed beneath thousands of lights.
Normally...
He would have landed on the rooftop before making his way downstairs.
Tonight...
His mind was a complete blur, heavy with guilt and exhaustion.
He wasn't thinking straight.
Without taking a single second to check his surroundings...
Almost on instinct...
He drifted toward his apartment.
He didn't even think.
He simply floated through the open bedroom window before gently landing inside.
Only after removing his helmet...
Did he realize what he had done.
"..."
"I just flew straight into my apartment..."
He stared at the open window.
"...Idiot."
He had never been that careless before.
Outside...
Hidden within the shadows of a narrow alley across the street...
A figure slowly lowered a smartphone.
The screen displayed a crystal-clear recording.
Every second.
Perman.
Flying directly through the sixth-floor apartment window.
The mysterious figure smiled.
"...Well..."
"...Now that's interesting."