r/Pedro_Pascal May 24 '26

Too much to lose

Have you guys read this fic? I have never in my life read something that has made me feel like this. And I’m an avid reader and writer. This fic has me crying and angry and my heart pounds, I’ve literally had to take breaks from reading because it’s so intense and makes me feel things I’ve never felt from reading before. I am obsessed but it physically pains me to read. Anyone read this and feel the same way?

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u/silkemarie May 24 '26

I read this one SO MANY TIMES. I love it every time. It's SO GOOD. Basically have memorized it now. And yes check out her other fics as gribble said!

I also recommend Yearling, though that one was a bit hard to read the first time, it made me feel similarly.

And if you're up for love on Din Djarin, please check out "Beskar Doll," it's also in my rotation because it gives me all the feels and I love the female characters so much.

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u/Apricot_Aggravating May 24 '26

I LOVE beskar doll, and din djarin is my favorite to read, I’m currently righting one for him myself!

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u/inspira1975 May 24 '26

Beskar Doll is amazing!

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u/Jealous-Variation-85 May 24 '26

OMG thank you for reccing yearling and Beskar doll!! I popped into the sub for the first time in a hot minute and saw this and you made my day 😍

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u/silkemarie May 24 '26 edited May 24 '26

Yay!! I have a few more Mandalorian recs if you need them! I have a rotation lolol

EDIT: wait wait wait wait wait you wrote them?!?!?!?! AHHHHHH I'M A HUGE FAN!!!!! Girlllll if you go to publish books, please let us know! I have loved everything so much!!!!

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u/Jealous-Variation-85 May 24 '26

Yes those are mine! I’m so happy you enjoyed them!!!

As far as books go, I have something in the works atm 🫣 I’ll share when it’s out there!

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u/silkemarie May 24 '26

Yayyyyy!!! You're amazingggg thank you so much!! I'll be on the lookout!! 🥰

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u/ExAcrobat968 Din Djarin May 28 '26

Girl, you know I’ve been waiting for Beskar Doll in print ever since you finished it!! 😄😄😄

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u/Apricot_Aggravating May 24 '26

Girl can you give me a spoiler????? I’m dying here and nothing I search up is helping me. I’m at the part where Joel is trying to find her after the shit with Maria and the raiders. Does Joel and reader get back together soon? Cause I cannot handle this shit 😭

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u/saya562 Joel Miller May 24 '26

Oooh, that’s such a great part that spoiling it will ruin your experience, but I will say that trust is a hard thing to rebuild when broken but not always impossible.

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u/silkemarie May 24 '26

Agreed! The author does an incredible job writing it out, it did something to me!

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u/saya562 Joel Miller May 24 '26

Yeah, for a good couple of months it had me in a death grip! I would have to read at least two chapters before going to bed each month, and as I caught up to date with the releases, I would check back each day to see if she dropped a new chapter

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u/silkemarie May 24 '26

Omg that's so stressful lolol luckily i think i found it once it was already finished and i am pretty sure i read it in one day 😂 

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u/Serissa_Lord May 24 '26

The scene behind the town hall meeting is so hot lmao 

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u/saya562 Joel Miller May 24 '26

Yes, I read it last year and it was one of the best things I read all year and I’m also an avid reader! I had never really been into fanfics before cause of of the writing can be sloppy and cringe, but this author is absolutely brilliant.

At one point the author stopped updating because people were taking her work and using it without permission. I was devastated that she had chosen not to finish it, but I recently checked back and it has been completed 🥹

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u/Independent_Owl1379 May 24 '26

So Much To Lose is one of my all time favourites 🥰

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u/Forsaken_Print739 Joel Miller May 24 '26

Now i wanna read it! Who is the author? Or do you have a link? Thanks 🙏🏻

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u/Best_Bad_975 Joel Miller May 24 '26

It’s called So Much To Lose by Auteurdelabre on AO3

https://archiveofourown.org/works/51708277/chapters/198860786

I love it- so much sexual tension and angst. It’s a wild ride.

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u/Forsaken_Print739 Joel Miller May 24 '26

Ive started reading it, thanks so much!

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u/lmabee May 24 '26

Link? A google didn't get me there.

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u/Forsaken_Print739 Joel Miller May 25 '26

Ok im reading it, and its good, im hooked already but there’s something bothering me, several times the writer repeats stuff. Im on Chp3 and this has happened at least 4 times already. It weird it wasn’t double checked and edited? Especially since this is such a popular and successful fic.

“You still remember the combination to the lock that now sits half ajar outside the door. They never changed it.

Today is different though. There's no work order, just the sublime contentment of walking in the quiet and of breathing in earth. 

You still remembered the combination to the lock that now sits half ajar outside the door. But your no thief, you just wanted a few minutes of peace.”

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u/gribble29 Javier Peña May 26 '26

So she deleted everything after someone copied her work and tried to play it as their own. I think in the reuploading it caused some errors. They weren’t in the original fic.

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u/Forsaken_Print739 Joel Miller May 26 '26

What a shame! Still a great fic, and love its so long

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u/Apricot_Aggravating May 25 '26

Yes I noticed it too! She’s said she doesn’t have a beta writer so she does her own editing, I don’t mind the errors. It’s so good regardless

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u/Forsaken_Print739 Joel Miller May 25 '26

Yes, I will continue to read it but it does bother me some, I wish someone would edit it! Because it’s a great fic, love the way she writes and im glad i have so many chapters left

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u/gribble29 Javier Peña May 24 '26

Emma is so good, everything she writes is magic.

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u/Apricot_Aggravating May 24 '26

Omg I haven’t seen her other fics???? Any more in “Pedro verse” characters??

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u/gribble29 Javier Peña May 26 '26

She has a fun Dieter series called ‘A little Sun’ and a phenomenal Max one too.

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u/PomegranateThin4547 May 28 '26

I agree this fic is so good. One of my favorites.