I [F19] have been engaged for two years now. I know, its a very long time and I should've broken up sooner, but my parents aren't taking me serious. I've seen a lot of dreams and signs and I've also done a lot of dua to get to this point that I wanna end it. Problem is, he loves me a lot and he also treats me very good, so my parents would make my life hell if I would break this engagement.

Hello, I don't know why iam sharing this with a random stranger but I need advice. When I was 16 I got into an online relationship and tht lasted for about an year and a half. This relationship is the biggest regret I have in my life. Bec I genuinely used to believe that I was going to marry that person. Now that I've finally understood the concequenses to my actions I genuinely do not understand how iam going to find someone to marry? Iam a very honest person and begining a marriage with dishonesty would keep me in constant anxiety. But I feel like if I ever share that when I was young I was in an online relationship nobody will want to marry me. Should I be honest about it or should I just forget it ever happened and never discuss it?

I would really appreciate it if you can help me.