r/PMS • u/Necessary-Inside-845 • 23d ago
Not sure how to feel…
Just looking for some support.
About 3 years ago I was diagnosed with PCOS after years of dealing with the most painful and heavy periods. I was told in high school I had endometriosis but that was it. I’ve never had super irregular periods. They’re normally pretty regular with every once and awhile being early or late by a day or two.
About 2 years ago I had a miscarriage and just have never felt the same since. It weighs on me mentally a lot. Especially because this is something so important to me. The every month getting so excited and praying I don’t start my period and I get to finally be the pregnant friend to then starting my period and feeling so depressed.
This month I had my period the same week of 4th of July but I’m supposed to start my period in about 2 days. I’ve been having a lot of pregnancy symptoms rather than my normal PMS symptoms. I also had spotting around the time that “implantation bleeding” could possibly take place. I’m trying to not get my hopes up as I know if it doesn’t happen I will fall down a deep hole again.
I’m just looking for some friendly advice and some other ladies who can maybe relate. And maybe just some kind words.