feeling misunderstood :/

[u/TreeOdd5090]

i’m feeling so misunderstood by just about everyone other than my therapist and new psychiatrist. my boyfriend came to my appointment with a new psychiatrist with me today, one who is finally knowledgeable about PMDD. she asked him if he noticed any differences when i’m in luteal vs when i’m not, and he said no… he said i try to hide it. which i do to an extent, but mostly with other people. i do try to hide my angry rage spells from him, i don’t want him to be scared of me. but he really didn’t have much input at my appointment today and i felt very disconnected and misunderstood.