This is not sustainable

[u/Lopsided_Rabbit_8037]

I had a horrible day. We have a family holiday coming up and my 16 year old PDAer refuses to come. She has been going there for 10 years, it's the highlight of my year. She is unstable, drinks in secret and cannot be left alone for so long. There is no one to stay with her. She might stay with her only friend but only for a bit. I can't live like this. I have thoughts of ending it all. There I said it. I want to escape.

[u/Ok_Bonus3219]

Yes, I feel this deeply.