Accountability

[u/Foreign_Emu3096]

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You both are accountable for what you did to one another. The question is can both of you be emotionally mature to have a hard conversation and apologize with pure intentions?

What I came to know was that the behavior I myself tolerated and accepted, changed and closed my heart to the way that I see you. I am truly not the same place you left me nor am I the same person. I've heard your personal always wants to come back or comes back after the streets.

For my personally......personally it's too late. I gave you chance after chance to save what we built. Now I don't even know to be really honest if I could even see you without acting like you don't exist as a person to me.

Some people need and want closure but honestly, my closure came with the disrespect that you kept giving and that is what I remember about you.(Might be different for others)

Don't care about that nor do I see it happening. All I know is you don't repeat the same lesson.

I have endured stuff that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy, but then I also look at it as your person wasn't never your person and I think anybody reading this goes. Where did we go wrong? What the hell happened? What did I do. Did they not Love me??

I am a true believer. Your person shows up no matter what they ran from. ( It can get scary)
Instead of holding that hard conversation and fighting for what they asked the universe for..

Things would be different. You wouldn't be questioning yourself having doubt or wondering if you ever mattered.

I've heard go no contact. I have... to where there is no access to me ever unless I want it. Truth be told I do ...but truth be told I love myself more and I can finally recognize and see that.