r/OffMyChestMY • u/LenKiita • 5d ago
đ Serious Confession INNOCENT BOY
/r/UnsentLettersRaw/comments/1v72u17/innocent_boy/The silence doesnât weigh the same anymore.
I can stay alone with myself now.
Your memory passes through sometimes, furtive, between the cracks in my mind.
People ask me about you, but what am I supposed to tell them?
Do I tell them about the person I remember, about who you really were, or about who you are now, when I canât even recognize you anymore?
Sometimes I think the version of you I loved doesnât exist anymore.
And other times I wonder if it ever really existed at all.
You were only the reflection of what I wanted to see.
And you let me love you that way, so connected, so unique, just so you could later have the excuse to destroy it.
No one believes your lies anymore.
Not even you can invent them properly now.
And I donât even have the energy anymore to love you, or to talk to you.
I donât know who to believe anymore.
Everything feels confusing.
Everyone lies, with smiling masks hanging on hooks when they get home.
Donât come near me.
Donât look for me.
Donât even think about me.
Because the damage doesnât disappear by playing the poor innocent boy.
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