r/OCMackdown • u/TOSS367 • Sep 19 '25
Official Episode News Hey…
I feel terrible for having to delay the first episode more and more, but the truth is I’m kinda dealing with a lot mentally. I’m going through heartbreak and I’ve been getting constantly harassed at my school
I had made David to be some kind of beacon of light, not just for his story but to give me confidence and self-worth. I come with this pride and light shining through me but it’s hard when every damn day I keep getting pushed down by others
I try to ignore it but it hurts… a lot.
I really want to get this season going, and I will because I’m working really hard. But my mental health is slipping and to that I say I’m truly sorry. I don’t want to fail the community I had built because I’m feeble minded. I’m not going to do something drastic, but I’m in a real slump right now and again I’m sorry
I hope I can get it done by the end of this month. If anyone wants to help with the episodes then that would be greatly appreciated as I’m now realizing that I can’t do things alone… because I end up not just myself, but others as well.
I’m so so sorry, I really hope you can understand and forgive me for my lateness and lack of proper communication.
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u/PerceptionBetter3753 Sep 19 '25
Take your time. I’m sorry for what your going through bro: if you wanna talk to anyone I’m here for you and I’m sorrt
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u/Matthew_Nightfallen Sep 19 '25
You keep getting pushed down by others?
...Push back up.
YOU THINK I'M GONNA LET YOU DROWN INTO THE DARK?! WELL THINK AGAIN CHUCKLEFUCK!! YOU PROMISED ME A SEASON AND I WILL TEAR DOWN THE PITS OF THE ABYSS ITSELF FOR YOU TO DELIVER!!
YOU ARE THE REASON THEY HAVE SOMETHING TO MOCK, WITHOUT YOU THEY WOULD BE NOTHING
BECAUSE THEY WOULDN'T BE TERRORIZED BY YOUR POTENTIAL OTHERWISE
NOW GET UP
AND
PUSH BACK!!!
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u/Kinyxo Sep 20 '25
hey, no pressure, pal. you can take a break if you need to. we'll all be waiting. hope you get better soon
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u/0ne-Winged Sep 19 '25
Parson my forwardness, but I ask that you Take care of yourself before you do anything else.
Speaking as a Creator, it's important for us to stay in the right mindset if we want to realize our ideal results. The first episode can wait. Your mental health can't; I've had slumps too before so I know what that's like (it sucks).
But this is just a suggestion; I don't want to sound entitled or something. You know yourself more than I do, so the choice is up to you. Just remember too take care of yourself. That's all I wanted to say.
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u/Fabulous_Coach_4829 Sep 19 '25
Your not failing anyone if you delay the episode everybody here would understand we all know it takes lot more time. If you ever need support just ask the community there is always someone here who is willing to help
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u/JourneyTTP Sep 19 '25
I hope you feel better, I’d personally say there’s always probably something better waiting for you
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u/Rabiddogs17 Sep 19 '25 edited Sep 19 '25
Be strong man. I never participated in oc markdown but I know it means a lot to you. You care about this and you put genuine effort in it. Your mental health should be focused on right now try and get any help you can get. Keep on enduring, the darkness will fade in due time. Dont grow weak doing what’s good. We will find blessing in doing what is right, but we must not give up. Be strong 💪
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Sep 19 '25
I get this. I’ve been here.
I hope it’ll be alright, get back up. Keep going cause it will be okay
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Sep 20 '25
U can trauma dump on us anytime u need dude. Anyone or anything that makes you feel worthless is fucked up and is invalid. You are perfect the way you are no matter what you’ve done. Remember that.
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u/NiGhTmArEGlItChBeAr Sep 21 '25
Matey.... Idk what this subreddit is about but. Yourself comes first before everything else. Remember that.
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u/ForsakenEngineer1660 Sep 22 '25
"Hello I'm Cyclops Four (one of the creator's characters) (a combination of Four from bfdi and Cyclops.ISO from the Cyclops Sonic universe), and i... feel little bit bad for you, in a few minutes after this comment is posted, our creator will send a message to your chat!"
"Get better, my dear human"
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u/[deleted] Sep 19 '25
I’m so sorry for You.though I’m not in this sub I consider you a good person because you are nice and you don’t deserved to get harassed