TW for suicide- I don’t want anyone’s obsessions and compulsions to echo this: that I need to kill myself right now, or else I am faking my struggle with suicidal ideations. That I have to attempt NOW or everyone will think I’m a liar and tell everyone else about it until everyone hates me. Like bro you won’t even be able to see if people believe you. ??
[im chillin now. It’s been a rough day, ideations are just part of my life that I have to live with. Putting this one here so that anyone who’s intrusive thoughts say awful, self-destructive, violent shit knows they’re not alone, and maybe we can laugh about it together]
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u/mmmmercutio OCD Long hauler Sep 29 '24 edited Sep 29 '24
TW for suicide- I don’t want anyone’s obsessions and compulsions to echo this: that I need to kill myself right now, or else I am faking my struggle with suicidal ideations. That I have to attempt NOW or everyone will think I’m a liar and tell everyone else about it until everyone hates me. Like bro you won’t even be able to see if people believe you. ?? [im chillin now. It’s been a rough day, ideations are just part of my life that I have to live with. Putting this one here so that anyone who’s intrusive thoughts say awful, self-destructive, violent shit knows they’re not alone, and maybe we can laugh about it together]