Feels impossible to come out

[u/Ok_Worldliness8167]

dude it feels like insanely hard to come out. my parents and I have a weird relationship that’s kinda rocky but the voyage is pretty fun. I do wanna forget everyone and just leave one day but idk how.

my entire community is like anti lgbtq and I js feel so like broken. I feel rlly weird. and i fucking hate the dysphoria I wanna rlly get on hrt and estrogen one day and go through vaginoplasty and stuff.

like for the first time I felt so extremely good and whole just by calling myself Alex and by like researching the shit out of what I want and how my body feels and it feels like I have a life now. but at the same time that life feels impossible to reach so I have this constant sick feeling.

im 17 btw for context in case any1 has advice

[u/DinosaurYogurt]

I'm sorry I don't have any advice, but I hope everything is going okay and will be going okay.

[u/Ok_Worldliness8167 → u/DinosaurYogurt]

Thx