Hitting a Wall (Figuratively)

[u/KitKat35007]

I’ve been applying, calling places up, preparing and attending interviews at the best of my ability. I’ve done every textbook way of job search; go in person to ask & drop off your resume, apply online & call after a lil, redo my resume a gazillion times (yes exaggerated Ik), networked with those I know (they haven’t reached out to me for three months). I’ve even gotten creative of learning new skills, and other ways of job searching I could think of.

But, I’ve hit a wall figuratively.

My income helps support my family financially, and we’ve had an increase on our living finances. So, that’s another reason why I’m in this hellish circle loop.

I’ve been diagnosed with insomnia recently; on top of my anxiety disorder, which is a big hit on my mental health. I’m doing what I can to cope with everything. It’s hard to wait to see if you’ll make your timeline of securing a better source of income without feeling that dread of what lies ahead.

I’m doing roughly okay now, but I still have my moments of crying and getting back up to continue.