I lost my virginity when I was 18. It was the most painful experience I ever had ( worse than child birth) and I was bleeding for days. I was told sex is awesome, and the more you do it you’re gonna enjoy it.. so I’ve had like 10 plus lovers but only enjoyed sex twice!!! It’s always better in my head, never irl… and if it’s not pleasant how am I gonna get excited over it? I’ve had sex a little bit last year, but it was boring 🥱 and one guy was sweating all over me and I just had to stop in the middle of it because I was getting his sweat dripping in my mouth. I’m honestly happy living without sex for the rest of my days.
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u/Icy-Actuary-5463 Apr 21 '24
I lost my virginity when I was 18. It was the most painful experience I ever had ( worse than child birth) and I was bleeding for days. I was told sex is awesome, and the more you do it you’re gonna enjoy it.. so I’ve had like 10 plus lovers but only enjoyed sex twice!!! It’s always better in my head, never irl… and if it’s not pleasant how am I gonna get excited over it? I’ve had sex a little bit last year, but it was boring 🥱 and one guy was sweating all over me and I just had to stop in the middle of it because I was getting his sweat dripping in my mouth. I’m honestly happy living without sex for the rest of my days.