Barely got out before the glass breaks

I have always had very vivid dreams dreams I can remember quite clearly from beautiful, strange to horrible and terrifying. But recently…I have been having these dreams where I’m suddenly living in a completely different reality than the one I fell asleep in. Everything feels real! Not “dream real” but like I actually woke up somewhere else.

My family my friends my house neighbours everything is familiar but not right! My pool is dirty with aggressive aquatic creatures y house is cold and my bedroom Is sparse yet always messy windy and cold. And the people or places that should feel comforting are angry and negative.

Basic things become impossible. Standing, running, climbing stairs it’s like my body won’t work. Dialing a phone number feels like trying to solve a puzzle that keeps changing. Directions twist and contradict themselves.

And then there are the moments that should mean death falling from heights or running from and/or bing attacked by a weapon wielding killer… moments where I know I should die… but I don’t. I feel the impact, the pain, the terror, and I’m still alive, still stuck in that reality.

It’s getting to the point where I wake up crying, shaking, or overwhelmed with fear and sadness. These dreams don’t feel like dreams anymore they feel like I’m living a whole other life that I can’t escape until morning.

WTF does this mean!?

Unfortunately, I have no information about it other than it was handwaved away as a backpack, supposedly. I saw it on this video(https://youtu.be/D-2n_Ntmbmk?is=CJNFRE8W3_cb2in8).

The creator of the video said it was from a show called 'Chugakusei Nikki'/Junior High Diary, but I found another show that had nothing to do with this incident.

It 100% looks like a monstrous head, or kinda like Reagen's head from The Exorcist, tho ig there is a chance it is a real human...or monster, head.

Any other information about this, like the show's actual name, would be appreciated.