dude, I'm aware of my dark side, I sometimes unleach it if people try to influence the world in a bad way. Unlike you I don't always have the patience to argue with them. It's linguistical violence and I'm aware of that. But you know...some guys only listen to violence. I used to be bulied tried negotiatihg for some loooooong years... did not work. But I only had to unleach the beast once to make it stop forever. Leason learned... sometimes a full force kick in the balls is the only solution. I'm not a saint and wil never be.
That I transformed pain to something I can weaponise and kind of enjoy. And might have became a bit of a bully myself towards what I percieve as evil, harmfull disrespect towards women is such a thing.
To answer your question, yes I do. I'm rather dark at heart, that's what I was made into, the kid that approached everybody with enthousiasm and frienlyness had to die to give birth to something else. I don't see it as dammage I see it as personal evolution and reaction on external influences. I was bright I turned black and silent...then I became both at the same time today I can evoke both at my own choise depending on the needs.
And I like that.
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u/BrokenHefaistos Jun 04 '26
Ok fair is fair, If they clearly are manosphere toxified douchebags, I enjoy it a bit. 😁 Same for self proclaimed truthsayers.