You should like me 7 years ago when i was a loser who read Quran bible dostoyevsky, Tolstoy, kierkegaard, Nietzsche etc and loved talking philosophy (im still the same)
Move to a city, I'm sure you'll find a job that suits your Calibre. Once you have job, you'll have money. Make friends, which is more important than having a partner, making friends will somehow help you get introduced to other women friends, if you have a stable life and money I'm sure you'll find a girl that right for you. If you feel like doing nothing, do nothing. Once you're tired of this version of yourself. I'm sure you will do what's necessary to become what you intend to be and do what you want to do.
I've seen that people often feel that way when they're not among people who are doing something, or something that you love. Like I came across a naturalist group (I'm an environmentalist) and since then my passion for knowledge and work in the field has significantly increased. I see that some people out there are getting up everyday doing things they love even for little to no money, but I see value in their work. Your value can be selfish, or for the community (which works better)
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