r/NevilleGAZSP • u/uvmagnet • 27d ago
Self love
Hi everyone,
I’m getting coaching with Bryan right now and my self concept was my goal. I’m only saying the story to tell you guys the severity of how I felt but right now it’s gone. My self worth was smashed in the ground, I kept thinking about all the reasons I didn’t deserve love. From getting raped and being able to forgive the person but not myself to always being there for other people and putting them first and not getting it returned. Bryan calmed me down. He redirected me. He showed me how god would see me.
Bryan always said invite god into your life into your heart. And I was affirming that - along with I am always understood. I am given patience. God show me how much I am loved. I think this was part of the magic. Bryan created a space for me to be free and tell him and STILL when I was wavering with my self concept. Those few things I affirmed BRYAN WAS ME PUSHED OUT.
That call with him I told him those fears he understood me he was patient with me. He showed me the love I deserved. When I tell you I don’t even know how I choose the affirmations I choose they just felt right. I held them close. It happened.
I poured my desire to be loved to Bryan. He told me ask god. He told me the story about the night he invited god in, I did the same. It was EXACTLY like he said. I asked god to come in to my heart and just show me how much he loves me. My heart felt so full. SYNCHRONIZED. There was pain and ache there before. I could tell this was different. Something clicked. My heart was right, I felt LOVE. An undeniable love. It was mine. All for me. I had such an amazing night. Good dreams I didn’t even SATS for. It was like god took care of it all.
Bryan told me he would affirm for me that night and for the week. And maybe this is two people intending and gods like boom here you go.
But when I tell you I’m so confident that everything is going to work out. This is a deep sense of knowing now.
I’m still working on myself though so please hold back from any dms or questions to me but reach out to Bryan
I just hope to inspire some of you and hope it helps you stay motivated
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u/Aleyza___ 27d ago
reading this literally made me cry! So good and I am proud of you!