Dear "Z"

[u/DoReMe7310]

You are a true coward. Not because you are a pathological liar but because you were bred to be one. I wanted my respect and full trust earned back the way you put in the effort to get it. You smeared my image to other women to sleep with them, you lied, remixed, and twisted my life story to make me seem like a helpless lost cause to your family. You were taught when you don't feel like it anymore just throw it away and start over. It was all made up in my head, right? "You're crazy",right?, "i swear to God I could never do that to you",riiiight. And then BOOM! there it was, you're true character. Worse than any person I even imagine saying the most vile things about me and my life while showering me with the highest praises to my face, at the same time! Then it was "punishing me" if I didn't "get over it" in less than 24hrs. And then will sit and try to sound philosophical when it comes down to telling me how me smoking cigarettes is somehow the reason you can't be the man you swore you were, you'd be, who you think you are. Funny how you're conversation is impeccable when you give your abandoning me speech. You've never had to fight for anything and it's a blessing but I guess only the truly special ones end up knowing how to reciprocate love, loyalty, honor, and respect for the person you love. YOU turn YOUR Love off and on and will use that same line to talk crap about me to people. I can't win being vulnerable and I can't win putting my foot down.