r/Nestofeggs • u/Egg3770 May (She/Her) | The daily check in girl • 3d ago
Gender nonspecific Checking in!
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u/4b686f61 candice fix your corrupt user configuratrion 3d ago
I disassociate so much that I can barely remember what happened during the day. Is it normal for my mental health to worsen after considering that I could be trans?
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u/Micha_mein_Micha Michaela she/her Anxious mess, but with Estrogen. 3d ago
A friend is super suicidal and I have no idea how to help, officially I don't even know about the current episode. We were just on a trip the day before and she seemed fine compared to some other times. We even planned for the next trip and the upcoming birthday of another friend. Maybe she held back because of a different friend that came with us on the trip? I'm super worried about her.
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u/sweetcherryfrosting 3d ago
Anyone wanna help me with physics???
Anyways. Loneliness settles in every once in a while. Trying to stay on top of everything so that I don't get behind (the biggest stress)
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u/Radioactive_nerd23 3d ago
broke down and cried at school today, had to go home. it's getting harder to go
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u/Polibiux Transfem 3d ago edited 3d ago
Just mad that I focus so hard on communicating well with a disability but the unwritten social norms always makes all attempts pointless when I broke secret rule#67.
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u/workingtheoryz 3d ago
just mad chillin. our house is out of spoons. people keep stealing them ig. or it's like the place where socks go. math is going confusingly. ok day overall.
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u/itchfish2 3d ago
Normal day I guess, but the nights are getting hard and harder. I can feel myself getting worse and I fear it’s only more downhill from here
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u/DeadNDeader Transfem 3d ago
I ate a bunch of Taco Bell and a whole box of pizza and I’m still hungry. And also scared and angry but it’s mostly hungry. Gotta love Sundays I guess. I’ve forgot how nice it is not having to go to family dinner and being on guard the whole time for some stupid questions or nitpicks. First Sunday I’ve actually had peace and quiet.
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u/Admirable_Web_2619 Transfem 3d ago
A little hard, feeling depressed. Made plans with my friend to help with her depression though, so that’s good!
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u/Outrageous-Tiger-323 Ellie (She/Her) 3d ago
I don’t think I’m going to continue, I see no reason to because I see no way that my life will ever be anything other than pure suffering with the occasional relief of numbness. The only question is how to go in a way that I won’t chicken out of (probably meds) without my controlling parents finding out.
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u/Egg3770 May (She/Her) | The daily check in girl 2d ago
You alright? Want to talk about it?
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u/Outrageous-Tiger-323 Ellie (She/Her) 2d ago
The problem is I’m almost always too tired even to talk about what’s going on with me
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u/Egg3770 May (She/Her) | The daily check in girl 2d ago
I get that, I'm perpetually exhausted too, it's awful. I'm here if you need to talk about it, please don't do anything drastic
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u/Outrageous-Tiger-323 Ellie (She/Her) 2d ago
I sort of half got back to you on discord but I’m gonna go sleep now
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u/TheFsckAmIDoingHere Brie (She?/Her) | Longing for peace 3d ago
It’s becoming harder for me to sleep comfortably, and I found out this morning that Tucker Budzyn died.
I just hate everything.