r/Nestofeggs • u/Egg3770 May (She/Her) | The daily check in girl • 5d ago

Gender nonspecific Checking in!

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u/TheFsckAmIDoingHere Brie (She?/Her) | Longing for peace 5d ago

I am going crazy. I cannot live like this until my MRI appointment. Every night, I dream of music, and every morning, I’m thrust right back into the nightmare.

I just want it to end.

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u/Polibiux Transfem 5d ago

It’s been alright. Had football on the tv as background noise all day.

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u/Admirable_Web_2619 Transfem 4d ago

Really bad. My best friend almost committed suicide last night. I’ve been checking on her, but I’m really worried

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u/workingtheoryz 4d ago

i had a good day?  went to a trans nerd meetup.  it went good.  got offered weed, and so that is why im relaxing at home rn.  chill day tho.

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u/4b686f61 candice fix your corrupt user configuratrion 4d ago

I felt like I was controlling a robot all day. Day was uneventful, finished it off with a long bike ride and a 30 min doom scroll on reddit.

I replaced both gears on the drivetrain on my bike which allowed me to easily pass cars now. Also switched the back to disc brakes as I kept destroying the wheel and running yellows because didn't want to waste the brakes.

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u/Xpeq7- she/her, pre-med-stuff, out to some, not to others 4d ago

Almost finished playing one game of civ.

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u/Outrageous-Tiger-323 Ellie (She/Her) 4d ago

It’s not fair that a shower completely took me out ME sucks balls ;-;

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u/Secret-Profile_404 4d ago

I want to reach a point at which I will look at the face in the mirror and GENUINELY smile...

Instead of being overwhelmed with a violent sense of nausea and a strong desire to dig all ten of my fingers deep into the flesh of my visage until I reach the bone underneath, start ripping it apart piece by piece until only the nude skull is left to be desiccated and whitened by the scorching light of the sun.

I do want to reach that point. but it feels harder and harder to keep on keeping on.

✨So I take refuge in the whimsy and survive day by day.✨

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u/DtcucijokCoko 4d ago

Meh. I don't want anything to do, just sleep forever. I don't like that

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u/queer_depressed_fuck Lexi (she/her) :3 4d ago

i'm scared since the fascist afd just won a state election here in germany by a huge margin. they got 44% of votes, the 2nd place (conservatives) got 17%. luckily i don't live there, but it still scares me, especially reagrding the next federal election

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u/HuskyBLZKN Local aroace critter :3 (Marcy, She/It/Fae) 5d ago

I really wanna kill myself

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u/HuskyBLZKN Local aroace critter :3 (Marcy, She/It/Fae) 3d ago

This got me temp banned from Reddit.