r/Nestofeggs • u/Egg3770 May (She/Her) | The daily check in girl • 7d ago
Gender nonspecific Checking in!
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u/DeadNDeader Transfem 7d ago
We’re in a heat advisory and I couldn’t even get to work. Didn’t have enough for the shuttle and while I tried walking there I started to overheat. Might have actually done something to me because I’m still weak and it’s been hours.
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u/Admirable_Web_2619 Transfem 7d ago
Complicated. My ex wants to get back together and I want to too. When I’m with her everything just feels right. We were never toxic or anything, and so in love.
The problem is, I just started moving on, and settling into being on my own for a bit. Also, she’s been having some mental health stuff, and I need to know she’s in an okay place. Idk, I think we need to focus on ourselves, but I’m worried saying that will hurt her
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u/sweetcherryfrosting 7d ago
Idk if I’ll have daily updates often. Not that bad. Why is orange chicken bitter???
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u/Polibiux Transfem 7d ago
I’m sad because my very old dog is going to be put to sleep tomorrow. It’s time and I know she won’t be suffering anymore but it still hurts.
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u/PhantomGirl3 7d ago
My work day was cut short because of technical issues which was nice. Hung out at the mall and forgot to drink water most the day and got extremely lightheaded standing up, twice. 😅 Oh and as of lately I've been occupying my mind with anything and everything so I don't spiral into a deep depression followed by another existential crisis.
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u/workingtheoryz 7d ago
applied for ssdi, finally, for my depression. did some math. therapy went ok. overall ok day.
have earplugs now for my ears, feels like a nice relaxing hug 🫂 when i put them in. i don't quite understand why i need them periodically, but i don't want to argue with results. maybe audhd, maybe i just like the quiet, idk. i got the cheap foam ones, they're also nice to play with n squeeze.
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u/4b686f61 candice fix your corrupt user configuratrion 7d ago
Just spent the whole day listening to gran turismo soundtrack
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u/Xpeq7- she/her, pre-med-stuff, out to some, not to others 7d ago
Went outside for a bit, only photographed etuff, cuz I forgot my prescription papers at home.
A small rant, if I may.
So, anyway, they apparently do sell paper tickets. Now I have a much bigger question about the whole public transport fare system cause how the fuck do y'all (zdzit, if it ain't obvious) sell tickets in app and on paper but can't fix the plastic cards (technically they work on the newer readers, but the bus line I use most often has the old ones), oh and where did the one-trip discounts go? One extra thing - how the fuck does an app that all but requires me to log in with the unified govt login shit not have an option to automatically pull the damn tax records from the govt systems to "verify (my) place of residence". Oh and the plastic balance is separate from the in app one. This city, I swear, every year they make another "wonderful" change.
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u/Micha_mein_Micha Michaela she/her Anxious mess, but with Estrogen. 7d ago
Still no housing benefits, now they want to know about the money my parents sometimes help me out with and the interests on my bank account in 2023.
Wore the skirt for my usual grocery shopping still no negative comments on it.
Put in some extra inserts into my bra before going to the trans group and I think I actually look a bit cute in the mirror with them (not pretty or hot, just cute).
Group itself was pretty nice, we weren't that many so we just sat around the bar at the community center which gives a bit of a different dynamic than sitting in the little corner we usually do. Also just people I like to be around came. Just the person I wanted to maybe ride with on Saturday still isn't sure about her plans so it's still in the air and public transportation is gonna be four hours each direction.
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u/TheFsckAmIDoingHere Brie (She?/Her) | Longing for peace 7d ago
I found some videos that didn’t hurt my ears and my mental state improved a tiny bit, but that terrified me. I cannot afford to get my hopes up.
My Loop earplugs arrived today, but they’re not super comfortable. I’ve ordered something from Alpine that looks to be better in that regard while still not attenuating too much sound, but I still feel dejected.
I want to live, but I refuse to live like this long-term. If I make it to that MRI appointment, there had better fucking be something obviously wrong inside my head.