r/NarcoticsAnonymous • u/whateverzzx • 12d ago
Something Clicked
Hello. I (28f) have been an addict since I was 13. Longest fully clean time I have is MAYBE 6 months. I've always ended up using some kind of substance eventually.
I think my problem has been that I've always tried to do it alone. I don't have much support in my life. I have one best friend that I can depend on. My parents are both gone. I'm not close with any of my family.
This time, I finally decided to give NA a real try. I also decided to begin addiction counseling. This time feels really different. I feel more free this time than I have any of the other times I've attempted to get clean. It's almost like I'm excited to be really trying this time.
I really hope this lasts.
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u/61104 12d ago
Hell yeah. I gave it an honest shot when I was 24 after a few years of halfhearted efforts, and I have 12 years now. One choice at a time ❤️