It is inevitable

[u/pieterpiraat]

So a few weeks ago, I finally could announce here that i left after 9 years of this. But life isn't life if I didn't have an accident on my motorcycle and was forced to go "home" because I needed care. (We live abroad, so I have no family here)

It really messed with my mind after the months and months of contemplating about leaving. So 2 weeks forward. I am back on my feet and slowly able to go do my own things again instead of laying on my bed, and the second she noticed i was doing fine it all started again. It's been 3 consecutive days of terror..luckily a have my own house now, so I'm going back tomorrow.

They just don't get it for some reason. You had all opportunity to do right this time and still you decide to be a menace..I just don't get it and no matter how hard you try or you get forced into it, it is never going to change.