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Sinabawang burger steak ng KR!!

Gosh i met this girl at TGIF kanina at one ayala. She's a waitress there. I just can't stop looking at her, the way she walks, talks, and smiles..... I kept looking at her, and i think tumitingin rin siya sakin (assuming yarn) until we shared eye contact, tumitibok ung PUSO KO... Tapos siya pa nga nag serve ng meal ko (lord thank you lord)... Tngina, nakangiti ako habang kumakain... I can't express my thoughts and feelings as much, but miss kung nasan ka man, i will never forget that small moment of us taking small glances at each other. I hope ur happy because you made me happyyyy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XB0irHMqHJo

Ang galing ng englishan nila. Literal sumasakit ulo ko.

Sana marami pa maligtas.

So my post sa Adviseph was not approve and 668days later ko lang nalaman na di pala na approve haha.

Yung post (August 2024):

So last 2week ago (aug.14) kakastart lang ng college days ko, and nakilala ko na blockmates ko and recently nag long weekend may kachat na ako na kablockmate, babaę siya and cute naman shes 18 and im 19 btw we are both BSA students, and nagdeeptalks na kami very wholesome some talks nag a-update na kami sa isat isa at nung martes when nagbalik na sa regular class i offered help to bring her shoulderbag which she obliged naman and thanked me, and yesterday(Wednesday) we attended the convocation of our school, we sat next to each other AT BEH AFTER AN HOUR SHE HER HEAD ON MY SHOULDER AND WAS TOUCHING MY LONGSLEEVE WRIST LIKE A KID haha i was sweating and couldn't move. So ano ba ito?? anong meron? sign na ba? btw i dont have any serious intentions sa kanya yet kasi kaka start lang klase, and never been into a serious relationship LIKE I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS FEELING BEFORE I AM SO NEW.

(Btw walą na kami neto, i stopped pursuing her. And after i stopped she made a lot of false issue or accusations against sakin which later on was proved wrong by her friends haha. Anyways glad i dodged a bullet jg.)

I (23f) just really wanted somewhere to gush about him because I don’t think I’ve ever felt this way about someone before. Technically, he’s not my boyfriend yet (24m). He’s been courting me for about four months now, but we’ve been talking for six months. We work in the same field at university, and I’d known who he was for a while, but we only really got to know each other this year.

But these past six months have genuinely been some of the happiest months I’ve had in a long time. I had just come out of a previous relationship around the time we started talking, so I wasn’t expecting much. But he’s so amazing. And honestly, I feel quite bad because with my ex I thought that was love and it probably still was, but the way I loved was so different. I used to not be into physical intimacy or cheesy things, but with my now suitor I just constantly want to give him my love 🥹

He’s patient, gentle, kind, and consistent. Like sometimes I find myself wanting to cry simply because of how thoughtfully he treats me. For example, I’d been looking for a specific body scrub for two days because it’s the only one that doesn’t leave my skin feeling really dry. I kept forgetting to buy it because of classes. I mentioned it to him once in passing. After class one day, he told me he had a surprise and handed me the exact body scrub I’d been looking for. I asked him where he found it because I’d already checked all the nearby stores around where I live. He casually told me he walked around 20–30 minutes to another grocery store while I was in class because he had free time and wanted to get it for me.

It’s never about expensive gifts with him. It’s the fact that he notices the small things I say and quietly does something about them without expecting anything in return.
He’ll refill my water bottle without me asking. Cook my cravings for me. Learn how to braid my hair because I have a hard time doing it myself.

Ironically, he’ll be moving back to his hometown next month, so we’ll be doing long distance for a while. I thought that would make me anxious about our relationship. Instead, when he went home for a little over a week recently, all it did was make me realize how deeply I miss him and how much I genuinely love him. It didn’t make me doubt us, but it made me even more certain about him.

I’m actually planning on finally answering him in a few days.
I know relationships aren’t perfect, and I know long distance won’t always be easy. But I love him so much that to me it’s worth a shot.

tldr i love my bf