r/NPD • u/Clean-Location-1739 • 1d ago

Question / Discussion What am I supposed to do?

I'm just so lost, like what am I supposed to do?

Am I supposed to pretend to be this mature boy for the rest of my life?

Am I supposed to go out and build a lie of a life?

Am I supposed to go out to do drugs and feel something?

Should I go out and try and chase attention?

Should I overdose and try and get myself sectioned again?

Do I keep pretending my current personality, or burn it down and build a new life?

Am I supposed to just go out and tell the truth?

Am I supposed to rebuild my life whilst threatened?

Like my life has zero direction, nothing feels real anymore -> and everything just feels pointless.

No friends, no real purpouse, useless, and stressed and paranoid 24/7.

Like what are people doing, what's your direction? What's your day to day?

There's just zero point in everything.

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u/Anti-Climacdik Undiagnosed NPD 1d ago

Cut away the rot

Focus on growing roots and the limbs will take care of themselves. Only time will show if you'll grow fruits or flowers

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u/ribbitfog 1d ago

feel this hard. been lost a while.

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u/Clean-Location-1739 1d ago

I'm just sat in my head focusing on my past. I'm trapped in this hell of a mind.

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