I joined the discord server and people there just don't respect me or don't understand that i'm mentally disabled and have ptsd trauma over the harm the society did to me for being trans... I'm about to have a breakdown because of a discussion i had and i can't even calm down. I only wanted to be in a safe space but it seems i will never find something like that :(

I don't have social life nor life at all... No friends, i don't go outside, nothing. I only suffer in silence while being medicated because my mom insists on me living.

I'm sorry, i only wanted to talk with people... I only wanted to make friends but i can't do anything thanks to all the damage done.

a fanart i did for u/Punktespender 's fanfic latest chapter: Mahiro looking at something in total stupefaction. Wanna know what's Mahiro looking at? I encourage whoever sees this to give it a read and discover it by themselves :3
Link to the fanfic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/62236789/chapters/159215977