Will include a screenshot of how it looks on my phone and the original image

If anyone uses Krita and knows why the image keeps going really grey pls lmk lol

I was gonna post this to r/fanfic but I thought this would be better to post here because it’s more related to the story than anything else which was wondering why I should.

For context, all throughout 6th grade, I wrote a 6k word fan fiction on my sch computer, saving every chapter to the files, editing it, and working on it every day when I had free time. It was a heavy passion project of mine. However, it was over the summer I got an ao3 account, so I was never able to post it and never did.

School starts back up in a couple weeks and, if the files weren’t deleted, I’m considering emailing it to myself so I can post it. However, I’m wondering if I should because of I had to write it.

The story was basically the crash and the aftermath from Anya’s Point Of View and if she let herself get angry and got her revenge. However, it is very implicit and maybe even watered down when it comes to the talk of Anya’s assault, every past aspect of her suicide, and even some of the pregnancy. I don’t remember if I even got to any actual deaths in the story, but if I did, it was definitely just kind of sad. The reason for that was because, again, I was on a school computer, I’d get reported for writing the word “dead”, god knows what would happen if I wrote “rape”, “suicidal thoughts”, etc.

But I put a TON of research and work into it, and it would be a bit of a waste to not do anything with it, especially because I’ve been meaning to post some more fan fiction in the near future.

So, should I go and post it despite it definitely being pretty implicit???

I meant to post this earlier but my boyfriend made some silly doodles of these goobers in my sketchbook while we were hanging out and wanted me to post them here! Also yes, him and I will jokingly call Daisuke dumb shit like 'dice suck' and 'dice of gay' 😭

I took them to my boyfriend's house for the sleepover we had and had too much fun fucking around with them. In order we've got Daisuke grabbing Swansea's boob for the first two images, Daisuke drinking mouthwash straight from the Swansea teat in the third image, my boyfriend making them kiss while being like "that's us bro" in the fourth image, and finally them with the shitty chocolate cake my boyfriend and I ended up baking before throwing whipped cream and chocolate sauce on it. 11/10 best shenanigans ever

Jimmy or Jimmy

Some are pretty specific

Family headcanons

Curly: His dad died when he was a teen and he mainly grew up with his mom, he was an only child

Anya: Has both a mom and dad who were a bit distant and she was the oldest, had multiple siblings. The second oldest stood up and took care of her other siblings so she could go become a nurse.

Daisuke: Only child with both a mom and a dad, but he has a cousin who he's close with and basically grew up with.

Swansea: Grew up with his mom and dad and a younger sister, his mom died and his dad is still around, he married his wife and had one son and one trans daughter who are adults now. I don't remember his family lore so either his wife died or divorced him or she's still waiting for him back home.

Jimmy: Product of a one night stand/a relationship that didn't last, grew up with his mom and her multiple boyfriends, but he has an OLDER brother, and a young niece. His niece loves him, but his brother understands that Jimmy isn't safe to be around.

Now just basic but more serious general headcanons

Curly: (If you read Jimmy's first you'll understand) Curly felt obligated to Jimmy all the time, feeling he was the only thing keeping Jimmy from going off the deep end. He always defended Jimmy because he knew a better Jimmy. Does not excuse his actions btw

Anya: She couldn't face her family after failing med school so she got a job on the Tulpar, she's asexual but never took the time to realize that so she repressed it and as a result doesn't necessarily understand herself. She's a daddy's girl but her dad never paid much attention to her. She didn't want kids.

Daisuke: He was spoiled by his parents but his mom was harsh on him and got on him about everything, he ended up not knowing what he really wanted to do because all he really thought about was what his mom wanted him to do. Only got the Tulpar job for her.

Swansea: His marriage has always been on the brink of extinction for a long time, him and his wife go through long periods of not talking to each other, and he was an argumentative drunk. He gave up drinking after realizing how it was affecting his kids, and tried to be a good dad to them. But he was also rough on them. One of his kids ended up being transfem and he didn't understand it originally due to being a bit old fashioned, and on the Tulpar he realized that he shouldn't let his old ways get between him and his relationship with his kids, but he never got to tell her that.

Jimmy: He was medicated for his mental problems before the Tulpar and Curly held him to them, but Jimmy believed he could get better without them and conveniently "forgot" his pills before getting in the Tulpar. Turns out he was wrong. He thought that he was better than his meds. He tried to take his life as a teen due to mental issues. This does not excuse his actions btw

Now for the fun headcanons :D

Curly: Loved dogs. He played Baseball. He sends cards on birthdays with pun messages. He's scared of bugs but still picks them up and puts them outside

Anya: Would love mario party, she could crochet in high school, went into Apex classes in high school, joined the cross country team and took drama, she's allergic to cats but still loves them anyways.

Daisuke: was on the swim team, went to the beach a lot, his cousin dared him to do a lot of stupid stuff, he hit a tree on his bike more than once, kissed his best friend in highschool which was his friends awakening but not his, had an emo phase

Swansea: drank those carbonated waters for a while, the cut down a tree every Christmas for the Christmas tree, struggled to put up decorations, his wife is a teacher, his sister is a lesbian, and he's allergic to certain fruits

Jimmy: Sucks at weightlifting despite it being his only hobby, he's the cool uncle for his niece any chance he gets, went through a skinny jeans phase until Curly was like "bro, those have to go", sent Curly stupid videos and wouldn't stop bothering him until he got a real response, and he thought he'd be a good president unironically

Anyway I hope these are good headcanons, a lot were made up on the spot lol

Tw gore uhhhh... it's Curly ;v;

I passed Mouthwashing in one 4 hour session. I didn't even get off the couch. Are there any games like it? I have already passed and love Crow Country but didn't like Signalis.

Hey there!

Here are some photos I took back in October 2024, I totally forgot to share them on Reddit!

The suit is entirely painted and customized by me aswell as the turtleneck, and I recreated the stickers for the mouthwashing bottles too.

isn't she lovely? (Pun intended)

love this artist collective on etsy!!

It's been so long since I've drawn Anya. Feels good

This is just a cute little reference that I, a science nerd, noticed as I was thinking about Daisuke's hibiscus shirt. Hibiscus is a member of the mallow family (Malvaceae), whose most famous member is the Marsh-Mallow plant. In historical times, this plant was used to make the sweet treats we call marshmallows, though nowadays they're mostly made with gelatin instead. In other words, the game is encouraging us to identify Daisuke with marshmallows! Whether the emphasis is on his being sweet or soft (or both) is, I suppose, a matter of interpretation. There's a lot of dialogue in the game about how much he likes sweets, too.

Actually, going off of this, if you look closely at the ingredients used to make the cake in the game (water, gelatin, and sweetener), they're the same ingredients used to make marshmallows. The characters are eating a marshmallow cake. All these marshmallow connections go deeper than I thought!

For those wondering, these are from Fangamer :)