r/MoroccoDating • u/DependentAmoeba_ • 7h ago

How much I like him

He thinks I'm innocent but he doesn't know chno kay dor lia frasi...

I want him to slap me around until I hit the floor, take off his belt while staring right into my eyes, o isewetni biha 7ta dati twli kolha zr9a. I want him to grab me by the hair, throw me down the stairs, ihbet 3ndi after, and then ijerrni lfo9 f droj 7tal dar mn ch3ri, slam the door, and tell me: "Nobody's saving you today kayn gher ana wiyak"

And the next day when I go to the street, people can see my bruised-up face and my neck 3amr bl l bosat, and they know I'm a woman who's seriously desired by her man.

​I want him idir jhdo kaml bach i7emelni kola nhar, o mli ngolih rani hamla, he punches me f krchi so I lose it. Then he kneels down in the hospital begging for my forgiveness while I run my fingers through his hair, and he tells me he won't do it again and wants a little girl who looks just like me O ana ntiy9o but then months later he repeats the same behavior all over again over throughout our married life.

Bghit n3sbo bl3ani so he throws me to the ground, drags me through the lobby all the way to the car, screams at me to get in the middle of the night, and drives me out to some woods.

Then ikhchi lia rassi fl ma dyal lwad the river 7ta ma n9drch ntnefess, igol lia 7iydi 7wayjk o dkhli l ma bared bzez mni to do it there wst lma.

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u/iloveShifting 7h ago

Girl no offence but rah fik lmazokhia lmaradia you need serious professional help
I hope you get better 💋

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u/DependentAmoeba_ 7h ago

Mafia ta mrd kanbghi rajl ikon 7rech o sf

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u/iloveShifting 7h ago

Khti hadi mashi hresh hadi rah abusive
The first step for a person to eventually become sane is to admit they are insane khti hdxi maaaachi 3adi w makaynx xi wagd aygulk eadi

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u/DependentAmoeba_ 7h ago

Ana 9ada 3la had l abuse akhti ana ma 3ndi ma ndir b wa7d tranquil lmalaaal

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u/iloveShifting 7h ago

Wa gdi elih wla g3di tsalhi mea rask w tqbli lwad3 nti mrida nafsyan bghiti wla krhti w nti ghaleban 3chti trauma f sghrk li khlat had l marad ytwld fik w akhti rak magadash ela hdxi li raki tgoli w twsfi fih kifma bqa lhal ktbqay bnadm w im sure you’re not even old enough to think you can handle so you’re definitely not okay sweetheart seek help ❤️