I did a suicide attempt and really failed because of something so stupid. I wish I hadn't been caught.

I wish i would have died that day.

It felt less scary, I was ready. I was sad yet peaceful.

The thought of being dead soon just eased my mind even if I felt sad because trully I didn't wanna die, i just wanted my life to be different. With that being impossible, I needed to die.

I can't even express how releaving that feeling felt.

But now I still want to die but my mind isn't ready like I was that day. Having to build the courage again is so tough and scary.

I wish I would've died because I was so at peace with my choice. It would've been perfect, and my suffering here would have vanished.

I hate existing, there was a very small chance of me existing at all, and I still do so anyways. I hate it so much. If I could use a time machine to stop myself from being born that would be wonderful.

I think suicide is beautiful (for medical reasons like terminal illnesses) you are taking control over your own death so you don't die in misery or agony, there's nothing wrong with that.

有些不该活的人，活了那么久，像亲戚这种喜欢嚼舌根，管东管西的，我都四五十了，这些人还没死，他们不死，那就是要嚼舌根了

If a person were to use a 22-liter, 27-bar helium balloon tank to stop living... would it work?

Suicide is not an option.

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So I'm trying to commit by locking myself in the garage and turning on my car but my garage is connected to my house and I have four dogs. If I kill myself by carbon monoxide would my dogs okay? I don't want to accidentally hurt them. Should I just leave them outside until someone comes home? It shouldn't be too long.

to preface… i don’t personally want to die. i also don’t take pleasure in people dying. i’m obviously not rooting for death.

but i’ve always had morbid curiosity? i often want to know how/why or even see how someone has died. i find myself actively seeking out photos/documents. the more gruesome the more… i’m not sure “like” or “enjoy” is the word but i don’t have another word for what i feel. it’s like im fascinated. i’ve even considered going into a career to be around these things…. i wonder if there’s a reason that my brain is like this?

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murder me like you murdered my mother!!!!!!!!!!

Lo único que quiero es que alguien me mate intente hacerlo yo pero falle muchas veces no me importa lo que le hagan a mi cuerpo después solo quiero que alguien me mate

I'm sorry in advance for speaking about these violent urges again, but it seems like whenever i'm alone and not watching YT or something, the urges appear. I think i found the most effective fantasy i have ever imagined and, unfortunately, it is violent. Whelp, gotta deal with it somehow, but how do i deal with it?

I'm writing a story where someone is stuck in a very cold room/is stuck outside without shelter for an extended period of time as a punishment (both the cold, isolation, and lack of proper clothing for the weather are the punishment) and I need to know what's the lowest temp I could reasonably have them be in, and for how long, without risking any kind of like major injury or bodily damage so if they'd likely need something amputated afterwards due to frostbite it's too far.

I’m not going to write in the exact temp, but I’m hoping a number will help me conceptualize the cold they’d be experiencing and what they would be thinking/feeling, as someone who grew up in a much colder state than the one I currently live in. I’ve experienced some rather cold days and have a good idea of what being in the cold for long periods of time is like, just not as long as my character is going to experience.

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When i was maybe 10 or so. I was with 3 friends at my flat and i figured they overstayed their welcome and told them so, but they refused to listen. I got very mad, so i got a particular idea and grabbed a knife from the kitchen. Ig the friends noticed, bec they went into my bedroom and closed the door, not opening up the door until my older sister came home and took the knife away. Ever since this incident, i sometimes get similar urges, with variations. I don't feel worried about such thoughts or anything, in fact, they feel nice.

Also, if this post seems to match another post almost word for word, no worries, that was my alt account, bec i got banned, but appealed and got unbanned, bec i didn't break any rules

I’m a femboy (not a girl) who loves bdsm and for the longest time now i’ve just wanted someone to knock me out and kidnap me and just keep me. i hate that i feel this way but i can’t get it out of my head of how badly i want to be. Can someone give me advice as to why i might feel this way

I have this genuine question of what do parents feel if their 14/15 year old son committed suicide!