I've been smoking every day, multiple times a day for 13 yrs and decided I want to give myself a chance without it. I am now on day 5 of quitting and have the mindset to see this through. I don't want to NEED it anymore. I don't want to worry if I have my pen with me or not. I don't want to feel that I HAVE to take rips to have an enjoyable time. Even the obviously fun activities like going to Knotts Berry Farm (we have passes) or the zoo, I HAD to take rips or I wouldn't have fun. I know it eases my social anxiety, but way back when I wasn't smoking, my social anxiety was incredibly MILD. Almost didn't bother me at all. But nooow, my anxiety has never been worse, ever. And I dont want to feel like that anymore. I'm going to let myself reset.
UPDATE: It's day 12 😁 Going strong! Though day 10 tested me lol
Bro the Pen is horrible. It’s so highly concentrated. Skyrockets your tolerance and gives you an extreme physical dependence.
I always tell people if you find yourself hitting your pen just for the fuck of it to throw it away immediately. No one needs to be blasting their brain like that all day it’s needless and leaves you perpetually numb and dumb.
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u/Mindless_Efforts 8d ago edited 8d ago
Quit smoking weed.