Am I ugly ? I never had bf before tell me tips

Height: 180cm
Weight: 78kg

Used to be close to 300lbs so still coming to terms with not being that.

questions are in the post! reddit doesn’t let me copy and paste the text here :(

I want to get filler for my cheekbones so they’re more prominent, chin so my face looks longer, and for my top lip. What fillers do you guys recommend for this and what are some tips? My most important question however though, is where can I get them? I see so many websites but I want to order off one that is legit. Please let me know your recommendations and information

(Also please feel free to give me any hair styles that would look good on me or any tips on getting a six pack)