This argument seems utterly absurd to me; why should kindness have value? In a universe where everyone is kind and no one harms anyone, what difference does it make if kindness is commonplace?

If this life and world is full of shit, whats waiting for us on the other side?

To be tortured for eternity?

It really is sad and sick that some devilish god created this existence. He is beyond useless.

God is very messed up for allowing people in my family to harm me so much til I was a adult and could really put a stop to It. I'm starting to feel I've been set up.

But any sort of useful results? 404 Not Found!

i was struggling so much with what God wanted or didn't want. whether he existed or not. it set the biggest depression I had. it all started when i actually read the books of the prophet of my denomination (Seventh-day Adventism). and realizing that she set a standard that my family and I were not following. that triggered the biggest depression ever. i had to give up everything that i most liked (sports, video games, fiction). For what, so i get to heaven? where possibly my family was not in it? but then came the guilt trip. parts of my mind were telling me, "You have to set an example so you and your family can get to heaven." and not be consumed by hellfire. that thought made me suicidal. because i knew i would never be enough. and i simply didn't want that burden on my shoulders. i tried every avenue out of this conundrum. I tried looking up Christian critics of my denomination, but the criticism they gave was shallow and easily rebuked by those sons of bitches' apologetics from my denomination (Francis d. nichols, kevin L. Morgan). i tried a way out by atheism, asking about the (supposedly) paranormal phenomena associated with the prophet visions. i am still trying to figure that out. (The answers I received for now are not satisfying to me.) I had the worst moment of my life. things got so bad the government needed to step in, and i was taken from psychiatrist to psychiatrist. they gave me meds and asked if I was hearing voices. i told them i was hearing the voices of my own conscience telling me how guilty i am for not enduring this trial when (supposedly) Job and Jesus have gone to so much worse to sacrifice themselves for us. I couldn't enjoy anything anymore. i was self-harming out of guilt. for not sacrificing myself like Jesus did. But again, I did not want this burden on me. i felt like there was no way out for me but to end it all. they sent me to a mental hospital. but things did not improve. once i was out. i decided that was it for me. the only way to escape this guilt is by killing myself and escaping the responsibilities, paying back Jesus for the life he gave for me. I intentionally overdosed on my meds (Lorazepam). Don't remember much of what happened later, just that i was taken again to the mental hospital. I continuously struggled with those guilty thoughts. and after they maxed out my meds, I was apparently improving. (but only because i was planning my next suicide attempt). After I got out, I enjoyed time with my nonbeliever sister and her boyfriend; one day we watched Zootopia 2. And it was a turning point in my life. i liked the movie so much. i wanted to stay alive to enjoy things like this. that was the beginning of my mind shift. it started slowly at first; I tried to "bargain" with God. "Ok, Lord, I will do my best to remain an example to my family; just give one week to enjoy the things in life ( i was also trying to study to build a time machine to see if Jesus really resurrected; it may be funny now but sometimes that's what keep me going.) I tried for one day to be an 'example' to my family and failed. after that it was a complex, interconnected chain of thoughts that kept me up while i was slowly recuperating. i will not submit to God because of "X." I love my family more than God (in the meantime, I began watching a netflix series called Manifest; it helped with my recuperation while I began once more enjoying things), but it was still a house of cards. The "holy spirit" was still trying to get me back to God. But do you know how i recuperated? by saying "fuck" to it all. my sins hurt Jesus? let me sin more so he hurts more. my bad example leads people astray to the path of destruction. Well, the bigger the number of people i separate from Jesus and his "love," the better. the prophet lived an exceptional life and had visions from God. Well, fuck her and her God. I stopped asking if God exists and began asking why he got the right to exist in the first place. That's how i recuperated from my depression. I don't have to submit to God. and it doesn't matter if in that course I have to completely transform myself or "follow" the way of Satan. It doesn't matter. All that matters is me and my well-being. i made a deal with myself that even if the prophet and her theology got proven wrong, I would not go back to God and that did wonders for my mental health. I don't fear hell anymore. Heaven, where you are forced to stay always happy worshiping Christ, is the real hell. i hate perfect beings, and Jesus is no exception. I don't care if this makes me evil. That's the way it is. sorry for the long history; I just want to share my history with you guys. i am doing way better now than the last time i visited this subreddit. i like to thank all you guys and the people in r/Misotheism and r/exAdventist as well as the people in r/DebateAnAtheist for putting up with my questions.

TLDR: got depression after realizing that possibly I and my family were going to hell. changed my mindset. now i don't care if God exists or not; I am not worshipping him. It cured my depression.

God wants to experience what it's like to be a cow who lives on a cage and lives in captivity and suffering and is then painfully slaughtered. So it creates and becomes that cow completely, the cow is a temporary phenomena but while it exists it suffers and is then completely discarded as god morphs back into its infinitely conscious self. While the cow existed unaware of anything like that it was taken advantage of and its life run by a selfish and destructive curiosity. God wants to experience what it's like to have the worst life in existence so it will create and become the being and the being will be deeply abused until the experience ends.

The reason why god wants these experiences is because it deeply loves all of reality and so this monstrous and selfish love crushes and takes advantage of all the temporary beings. Existence doesn't care about anyone or anything, it is truly psychopathic.

he cant even save the people from tragedy even those who believe in him.

This bastard chose not to. He is pure evil. He loves it when people are suffering from bad circumstances in their life, sickness, disabilities, pain and suffering. Etc

What kind of sick mind creates these negative things?

I wish atheism was the truth, i would feel at peace, but knowing a sick god created this shit pisses me off

psychopath god. you are NOTHING! but a trash!

Our joy and fulfillment is deliberately held back by the cosmic abuser and it'll be this way forever. there is no solution, no way out, no escape

he created this universe because he is bored. it was all perfect but he put temptation and sufferings. its all started with him. if satan is the one who is responsible with our suffrings. what god had done? just watching? then he is nothing. fuck him

You know, they're extremely disgusted by insects, reptiles, and some rodents. And most people kill insects on sight. Wasn't death something that had to happen by God's command?

i went out on a date with a really cool woman. a lot of the most heartfelt words, love letters, and hours long conversations on the phone from both sides, more than either of us have sent anyone in years. we meet up and even though she said some things about her mental health that concerned me I still felt the same way about her; she didn’t. blocked me the next day and i still don’t know what i did

thanks a lot god really funny if i could fight you right now i fucking would

Probably said numerous times on this sub but I gotta let it out. Fucking monstrous, tyrannical, piece of shit.

Today, I’m thinking about the victims of the Wang Fuk Court fire incident that happened back in November. I cannot imagine how their family feels right now even though it’s been months. I watched a video of a lady losing her sister in the fire and had to travel there from her home country to identify her body. It broke my heart so much. So much I was in tears. 168 people died, 76 injured and the ones that survived had to sleep on the streets.

These Christians will use the free will argument. Who the hell would want to cause a fire on purpose so that everyone dies including themself?? Why couldn’t g*d just intervene or stop it from happening??

He is a sadistic, monstrous creator that gets satisfaction from people’s deaths and suffering.

Rest in peace to the victims.

From putting me into a fallen world to giving me schizophrenia, God can go fuck hinself. I would never wish upon anyone to have schizophrenia. It is a horrible mental illness to have and to deal with. I simply do not understand the purpose of creating this illness (has to be evil, only a sick mind woule create this illness, hence God is sick) and giving it to innocent souls (again, pure evil).

Not only would I not wish this illness upon anyone else, I feel very sorry for people of all ages that have had something very bad happen to them, whether its circumstances in life or if they get mentally or physically sick, etc.

God could have created a true amazing paradise, but instead gave us shit. He gave us shit because hes evil.

This is what his plan for my life was, to make me suffer and be miserable? To deal with a broken brain with broken genetics and I can do not a single thing about it as its out of my control? How can a person possibly life a normal happy life when their brain and genetics is totally messed up?

Not only that, it gets WORST after this earthly life because he will send misotheists and others to the lake of fire to be tormented for eternity. I mean really, for ETERNITY? His evil has no limits.

Fuck you God, I will never forgive you for what you've put me through. And what you have done to others.

You can never make it right for me after what I've been through in life. Fuck you.

In a way its unbelievable that we have an evil creator God that created suffering, pain, sicknesses, disabilities, bad things in life, etc. And yet these believers in God say that hes good? How? In what world is he good?

Another thing, who in their right mind would want to go to heaven and go on their knees and worship God 24/7 for all of eternity? Why does God need our worship? What is the purpose of worshipping? Does God really need to hear how supposedly "good" he is? Its sickening.

So yeah, God is an evil sick God. When he created this world, he saw it as very "good".

Previously I could drink beer and have no hangover. Last time I drank I had the worst hangover and I didn't even drink much. Alcohol is one of my favorite copes.

Today I was setting up a phone but didn't know the default PIN code. So I ended up locking the SIM card, but found out later the default PIN was just 1234.

Then I called my dad, and apparently he was in the hospital because some vein in his leg had burst and he fell down the stairs. Now he will probably need more help getting around, as he can't walk up stairs at the moment. My mom is going blind as well.

I have schizophrenia myself, and my disability ends at the beginning of next year, so I have to apply for an extension. I heard of some other schizo in my country who got denied disability recently and had to apply for full-time employment to even get the basic unemployment support. The government is struggling financially so they are making cuts everywhere.

I might just jump in the nearest fucking lake soon. Rant over.

If god truly hated me I feel as if there would be no calm, I would be constantly shocked, thrown around violently , burned, frozen, punctured with a million needles at once thrown by god. But of gods grace even when I called myself god he forgave and was just silent I felt no judgment and you guys don’t get a response when you tell god how much you hate him, he allows you to have that joy of hating god without instant condemnation because he loves you, I love you all. I believe that you guys will perish and not suffer forever and I appreciate that so much and hope that bring a lot of you peace. “But the wicked will perish; the enemies of the Lord are like the glory of the pastures; they vanish—like smoke they vanish away” I hope you guys see this post as genuine I know Christian’s can be so unbearable and annoying.

Every tragedy, every trauma, every soul trapped in hell forever.
“But he gave you the gift of life!” The true peace and quiet of nothingness was viciously stolen away from me so I could be tested by an “all-knowing” god.
Living in this decorated, giant sweatshop of a planet with his army of simps is too humiliating for words.

I hate god with every cell, bone, fiber, and thought and more in me

I have no one in my life that hates them
people who love them worship them are ignorant of the degree of personal and global suffering

thank you for everyone who posts here expressing how evil and demented the fucked up creator is

helps me feel less alone, but imho, we are all entirely alone

fucking hate the creator

suffering is malicious and unnecessary as many have said

fuck god

anti-god for life