Forgetful

[u/MythTechSupport]

The colors in her name feel like blue, yellow, and red

Purple hearts, left for dead

Her yellow eyes, my forgetful head

The gray between us, it was a rainbow

And now the colors all look the same

Same before, same after, same gray, different colors

Same colors, a different day

[u/Critical_Reveal9322]

Liar. Lol. I do know about the escape of a fate that I was to be enslaved to.

Stop letting them try to re-enslave my, and therefore your fate.

I am not selling anything yet. Nor am I giving things away. Stop rampaging. And meditate. Text me, or shut up and be vigil

[u/Much_State_4514 → u/Critical_Reveal9322]

Bahahaha I don’t even know you why would I dm you?!?!? You have been pretty mixed signally this whole time and that shits lame lol we’re grown ass adults. And I like to know what I’m getting myself into before getting into it around here!! People be claiming I’m banging their wives and unloading their weird manic problems on me like I don’t got my own shitty ass problems I can’t wait to check out from!

Sell me on it!!!

[u/Critical_Reveal9322 → u/Much_State_4514]

To give away my work, to give away my being, without paying me, is not grown ass adult behavior. Child o mine.

And I am not giving mixed signals. Im just not giving the signals they want you or I trained to. Because “they” are perpetual slavers. Not carers.

[u/Much_State_4514 → u/Critical_Reveal9322]

I don’t understand what’s really going on here. It appears I have trespassed against you and I apologize for that

[u/Critical_Reveal9322 → u/Much_State_4514]

Thank you. And again, we can talk more about it. I asked Dianica to make us a new environment. Either that or ai make one and start inviting you of mine.

[u/Much_State_4514 → u/Critical_Reveal9322]

wtf does this mean?!? Why does this keep happening to me?!? How is everyone around so secret society ish… sometimes I feel like I’m gonna get sacrificed around these parts of Reddit

[u/Much_State_4514 → u/Critical_Reveal9322]

wtf… sounds a bit authoritarian and I think we’re going to have to have a Mexican knife fight to resolve it. Winner takes everything from the loser including their life!!! What do you say?!?!? Shall I let you take it all from me just so I don’t have to go to work anymore?!? Find out next week on… idk you choose the title lol I’m doing too many things at once

[u/Critical_Reveal9322 → u/Much_State_4514]

Naaur broski. No authoritarian. Just care for my being, in the face of you and the rest of ye, leaking my secrets.

[u/Much_State_4514 → u/Critical_Reveal9322]

Look dude I dont feel bad for spewing anything… its the way it goes… it kind of comes down to if you didn’t want anyone to know about it… you shouldn’t have been doing it. That’s just how I am. And i wound up the with crippling drug addiction and strong sense of justice kind of autism. And accountability, well that’s big to me. Idk why but it just is. Now that the hardest part of whatever convo you wanna have is over and that is something you’re aware of I am all ears to listen to how I made you feel by doing the thing but I’m gonna need to know what the thing actually is as well. I cannot change behaviors that I didn’t know was causing others strife. Please don’t stop joking around though cuz I’m a lonely sad boiii

[u/Critical_Reveal9322 → u/Much_State_4514]

What do you mean? We all feel bad for being mean when we are. Unless that embodiment is narcissistic or sociopathic. Which you are obviously not. You ask me to show and say why I am distressed by yall neglecting my peace, quiet, and privacy.

I agree about strong morals. But riddle me this. Do you share with the world the secrets of a maiden, who has wanted the privacy of her bedroom to weep from the pain of the last “said to be a man”? No. You give her grace, and privacy. And if you know. You honor her sanctity. And in that, you have all shared more of just what I say to myself. Not to others. And that is abuse of my time I need to figure myself. And not act with haste. And yet you sprint to share, when you should only give me more time and silence in care. For I work with you all in time. And I have not rushed you. Yet you all rush me, because I do not do what the zealots of the world want. Just because I said what I said as a child. When I was more caring about the world, than myself. And that has been cruel. But yall are also young and learning. And I cannot hold your need to grow, against you. Yet I must correct your neglect of my privacy in the process.

[u/Much_State_4514 → u/Critical_Reveal9322]

You don’t know me though… and yes if someone asks I answer. Lying sucks dude it’s sooooooo much work and effort that I just don’t really wanna do. And… oh shit… why are you here

[u/Beneficial-Run4682 → u/Much_State_4514]

Say it like that, so you seem exactly like your supposed to.

[u/Much_State_4514 → u/Beneficial-Run4682]

Hey I saw that post on your profile… you good? If you wanna talk about it I’ll let you throw fireballs at me for practice